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Wednesday, December 15, 2010 / 1:40 AM
my off day, (i supposed) my last off day for 2010!
okays, i shall be good and clear off my tasks this week,
NO PROCRASTINATING!
let's hope my aircon in the office is back to function, if not..... i am crying out loud later!
i wish he won't spoil me any further, i don't really wanna grew too
attached/dependent on whatever i wanna do, thou i gotta admit, part of me is pretty afraid... cant seem to take a step back, it was disastrous, and luckily it wasn't really very bad. =/ ah! hao fan... why am i forever a passive-participant doh?
昨天有多懦弱 今天就有多自由洒脱
Labels: Randoms
my long awaited BREAK!
Monday, December 13, 2010 / 1:16 AM
finally those busy days are over (for the moment). at least for the next 3 weeks. no lectures till 5th jan; just one more practical to go! so now i can fully concentrate on my work stuff, because audit period draws real close now!
went to marina bay sands today, since the boys are staying overnight today, so we went to seeseelooklook! & skygardens simply, awesome....... beyond description, and i even had a good nap while waiting for them to finish their swim. teehee..!
having a 4 working days week, and tonight's celebrating jiaxin's birthday @ wheelocks, followed by my offday.. with sat missie coming over and shopping for xmas stuff. ;DD really a love love love week!
but, somehow i think, if im satisfied here, something else might be disappointing me. i don't know what, but usually that's the case. let's hope im wrong though! and i hope, even if there is, it had better not have anything to do with lollipop! (:
alrighty, time for bed. new staff in later, and i HEARD, pretty good looking, O: really?
Labels: Family, Random, School, Weekends, Work
她说
Thursday, December 09, 2010 / 11:30 PM
等不到天黑
烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰
还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓
我怕一天一天被摧毁
今后不再怕天明
我想只是害怕清醒
我总觉得我好累... Labels: Lyrics, Rants
silly little boy!
Wednesday, December 08, 2010 / 11:59 PM
time flies. today was my little brother's last day at work.
i can't poke poke him anymore.
i can't play with him anymore.
i can't rest my head on his shoulder whenever i am feeling tired.
i won't get to see him passing by me and try to scare me, when i am walking to work from the bus-stop i alight every morning..
and so on, and so forth..
(aww. i don't know why, but when i typed till here, my eyes went wet. =/)
yesterday 4 of us, went for dinner together, silly little boy kept asking me to eat 猪肚, o.o, initially we had 9 going, but somehow it happened that 5 can't make it, so down to 4, nevertheless, we still made it, and i was so glad, i did insisted on going. (: (in addition, im so glad misunderstandings were cleared too (:, i realized i really think too much, cause while i am thinking about scenario a, in fact, it was scenario b..... but i was glad someone told me about it, otherwise, i guess i won't have the courage to clear them, ever! so... i kinda enjoyed yesterday (:)
while conversation with him on fb awhile ago, made me even bu she de, especially when he was asking if i wanna send him off this friday, which i couldn't since i am on leave later already! let's hope i can really make it to visit him next year.
miss you, xiao hui! )):
p.s today another newcomer, same age as me, but an october. too bad! i am on leave... shall see how he look like on Friday then.
p.p.s i gotta thank lollipop for today, and of course yesterday too, (:Labels: Colleagues, Random, Work
):
Tuesday, December 07, 2010 / 1:38 AM
will today be better?
somehow, i brew myself trouble unknowingly..
i just hope it's nothing much... ):
and my back seriously aching for ages.. =/ it's killing me.......
Labels: Randoms
解脱; 新的开始...
Sunday, December 05, 2010 / 11:40 PM
解脱是肯承认这是个错.
解脱是懂擦干眼泪看以后
找个新方向往前走
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦.
Labels: Lyrics
quick updates
/ 3:13 AM
the strength i need; is the strength in you.
if that's the best option, i guess i won't say anything else, except purely-listening.
i just hope. the grey days are over, with the bright sunny days back.
december; marks the end of 2010 real soon. and that meant my audit days are so round the corner. buck up buck up! hope to get done with all re-checkings by this month.
i realised; i prefer biology to chemistry, yet im major-ing chemistry. suck big time....... im gonna be seeing more carbon structures than cell walls, DNA and sorts for the next 3 years... i better make myself fall in love with c-c structures...... it's almost 3rd week into this module..... =/
alit' depressed. since i can't seem to get over some issues in my mind, i just can't balance the rights and wrongs up there.. and it's the time of the month, that got me even hay-wired..
alrighty, i'll be fine real soon!
Labels: Random, Rants
nothing, but....
Thursday, November 25, 2010 / 2:26 AM
i don't wanna spend forever wondering..Labels: Random
i don't anticipate
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 / 12:26 AM
because i tend to be disappointed when i anticipate! however, it's not entirely a disappointing day afterall, ((:
well. felt kinda upset to hear from lollipop whats been happening.. & somehow i could even feel the stress althou it wasn't directed at me.. i thought i had to be partly responsible for the situation now, but lollipop said nah, ): i hope everything's gonna be okay soon..... ))))):
Labels: Random
multitasking: activating in 9 hours time.
Sunday, November 21, 2010 / 10:57 PM
i wonder whats with those weird-messages these days.. does making the blog private helps??
well. i might intend to private it soon too. (:
anyways,
SIGH. end of my "
honeymoon", no more solely school, but back to
work+
school.
alrights, at least, i get to bicker with
lollipop ya? ((:
hao hao hao! i try to be positive!
Labels: Random
goodbye anhb1101; hello chem1103
Saturday, November 20, 2010 / 12:37 AM
i was just done with anhb1101. i think we're real "lucky". there hadn't been any illustrations questions for the past 5 years, yet we were given
not one, but TWO! anyways its over, and the results ain't out anytime soon, im not gonna anticipate that since it meant 8 weeks later (which is next module's exam period...)...
aww, after putting a full stop to a module, barely 24 hours, starting an organic chemistry module, ouch! those structures yet again, and whats worst... i bet the outline's the same, weekly quizzes....... arghhh! suck big time! hope i can manage this module well along with my audit preparations... sheeshh..
hao bah, enjoy these few days, (: and of course a good sleep tonight! 2-6pm class later.... T.T
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