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brrrppp.
Monday, June 30, 2008 / 11:07 PM

uh-oh.
i think. i think. i think.
something's real bad.

so, i'll be good, i try not to talk.
i try not to go online tomorrow.
*i try.

anywayy,
lots of work to clear off this week.
its really the counting-down-moments now.

feel.
kinda, mixed-up. =S
don't ask me why, i don't know too.

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我又想起你, (江美琪)
/ 1:58 AM

spent the past hr plus looking through
all the photos taken since 2005 till recently.

=)

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我想我还要继续学习
悲伤的时候不闭上眼睛
趁眼泪还没有形成前
就蒸发到空气里
我想我还要继续努力
听完了情歌可以不决堤
那些蠢蠢欲动爱的回忆
会让思念都哭泣
当我想起你
有一种绝望的灰心
总会让街头某个相似背影
惹得忍不住伤心
当我又想起你
是我躲避不及的原因
总以为可以否定你的爱情
却在不成眠的夜
我又想起你

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KL+Genting 4D3N Trip
Sunday, June 29, 2008 / 11:51 PM

arh, before i forgot this&that tmr or...

shall list out the places we went throughout the 4 days.

day1.

day2

day 3

day 4

arhh, bla bla.
shall update together w/ pics. =)

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backk
/ 10:55 PM

backk from the 4d3n trippp.=)

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we never realised what's eventually, yet we always wish for the ideally.

i'm only holding on to just a very simple wish.

(Fools Like Me, by Lisa Loeb)
Everybody go
The party's over
I want to be alone in my head
In my bed tonight
You never showed

You must really love her
You think I don't know
But I do, yeah it's true
I think over is over

I'm right back where I started
(when it comes to wanting you)
I can't have what I wanted

But I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed
If love is blind
If love's a drug
It always is
It always was and
Love was surely made for fools like me

I know where I'm going
I'm tripping I'm sliding around
That's ok
At least I'm excited
It wasn't how I planned it
(wasn't how I planned it
Feet are where I landed
At least I understand it now)
My feet are where I landed
(feet are staying on the ground)

Fools like me
Fools like me

I did, I can
I was, I am
Only human, living, dying
Just like any fool who ever breathed

Maybe it's the sanest thing
Or just the sweetest kind of dream
But love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools
(Love was surely made for fools)
Love was surely made for fools like me

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done!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 / 12:36 AM

finally done w/ packing up. but!
i wonder if there's enough space for stuff to be brought back =S

terribly tired, needa wake ard 5 later.

anw, so will be away for 4d3n. =)

don't miss me! xD

tata~

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lalala.
Monday, June 23, 2008 / 11:56 PM

4 more working hours later! =D

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Sunday.
/ 2:28 AM

i wanna stay in that dream, forever.

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If You Were Here, (Boa)
Thursday, June 19, 2008 / 10:13 PM

If You Were Here - BoA

randomly came across this song,
while searching for the one i heard on tv.

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sobs
/ 6:55 AM

terribly sleepyy.. gees!!!

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many many!
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 / 11:46 PM

there's quite a few places i hadn't been to for sucha long time.
i wanna go parkway parade someday, hadn't been there for real long,
and i wanna eat f&co. there!
but at the same time, i wanna try out some other places! =)

and i hadn't thought of what to bring for next week yet, hohoho.

hadn't decide the time to leave for tuesday. hmm.
and i told them, when i'm back on the 30th,
i gonna be super blurrr. opps. xD

super duper drained-out.
terribly lack-of-sleep. =(

alright, nites!

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puzzled!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 / 11:37 PM

sometimes,
nothing meant something.

by the way,
i'm startled at how people assumed what i tend to be thinking.

and its time to do some look-around&shopping plannings for prezziies. =)
and woowee` my darlings home tonight.

mentally soooo tired. boo. *cries.

时光安安静静的走过`
偶尔也回过头`~

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repeat-mode
Monday, June 16, 2008 / 11:11 PM

been listening to only one song throughout the whole day,
be it before work, during break, after work, and now.

super emo song.
gees, right, i'm weak. =(

we'd been talking about one topic, the whole night.
err okay, not really whole night, since i only woke up at 1030.
we tried reaching (or was it making, arh, nvm, whatever) a "pact" (lol.) okay, or me.
yah yah, me me.
but are we really thinking too much? hmm.

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HAPPY....!!
/ 12:24 AM

`HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARMAINE.!`

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双手的温柔, (江美琪)
Sunday, June 15, 2008 / 10:55 PM

Shuang Shou De wen rou - Jiang Mei Qi


先别说 先别说 离开我的理由 反正都将是相同的结果
拥抱着 拥抱着 没开口泪先流 因为我学习着放手
偶尔抬头看天空 心还会有一阵阵难过
当我习慣寂寞 才是自由的时候
啊 眼泪 安安静静的流过
相爱的时候 你说过的話还清悉在耳朵
啊 时光 安安静静的走过
偶尔回过头 曾经拥抱过的双手 还留着温柔
多年后 多年后 也许不再伤痛 
当我们已经失去了联络
可能你 可能我 在不同的角落 
依旧吹着同一阵风
偶尔抬头看天空 心还会有一阵阵难过
当我习慣寂寞 才是自由的时候
啊 眼泪 安安静静的流过
相爱的时候 你说过的話还清悉在耳朵
啊 时光 安安静静的走过
偶尔回过头 曾经拥抱过的双手 还留着温柔

*used to love this song soooo-much,
heard it on tv just now,
sad song, eew, =(

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arh`.
went to chinatown w/ 2岁`3岁&3岁半, (haa..)
had ala-carte style dim sum, (super full pleaseee),
then walked back to change change,
and had dessert, (yam paste niiiceeeee xD).

after chinatown`
went bugis to pray,
and then walked around.

almost near to 4pm, went back home to nap for 2 hours.
dad came fetching me around 6+ to tampines safra.

so yup. had sakura's buffet dinner.
(omg) was still rather full,
so practically, surrender soon enough. =S
there's crayfish today!
but we managed to stay there till 830.
hmm, so roughly 2 hours eating.

basically today is totally a `prawn feast` for me.
dim sum had prawns. buffet dinner also prawns. xD

after dinner, okay, my fault,
shouldn't suggest going to... =X
stayed there until 1030.
tiring.

hmm` i guess that's all.

tomorrow gonna be monday-blues again.
with no exception. =(

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你是此生最美的风景, (JS)
/ 1:07 AM

记得那年的夏天 椰子树占据了海边
太阳光灿烂得刺眼 你轻轻吻了我的脸
飞机越过海面 划下微笑弧线
就在一瞬间 你和我之间 相隔一个世纪般遥远
快转的时间 却带不走回忆里的画面
你是此生最美的风景 让我心碎却如此着迷
就算世界动荡 再绝望也有微笑的勇气
你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情
後来我们又再遇见 虽然成熟了些
笑容却都没变 就在那瞬间 有很多感觉
排山倒海湮没了视线 你没有开口
紧紧地拥抱着却意味深远 你是此生最美的风景
让我心碎却如此着迷 就算世界动荡
再绝望也有微笑的勇气
你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情
以为时间可以 像沙滩和潮汐
拭去回忆痕迹 Wo~
我们如果不曾分离 我不会发现
最後回到原地 还是最爱你
你是此生最美的风景 让我心碎却如此着迷
就算世界动荡 再绝望也有微笑的勇气
你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情
你是此生最美的风景 才令我至今一再想起
这样爱过一个人 是多幸福的事情

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TFP
Saturday, June 14, 2008 / 2:54 AM

donedonedone` with 2 episodes of TFP.
hah. the episode w/ one of arashi's member
(i think so. hohoho, dun smack me, if i'm wrong hy, =X)
cute..!!

wonder which series shall i start off with.
hadn't watch any since work started, hohoho.

=)

i'm hungry. gees.
and its 3am already, =S.

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Drawing #2
Friday, June 13, 2008 / 11:10 PM



ta-dang~ your wish is granted. hah.
as requested, and i done it. =)

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Friday.
Thursday, June 12, 2008 / 12:44 AM

i just realised, tomorrow's the friday, the 13th.
mid-month, again. time flies.

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Like A Star, (Corinne Bailey Rae)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 / 10:27 PM

hah, just went to a site dat hy's blog mentioned.
true.
born on this day,
tends to be;
#1. 而出生在這一天的人也同樣顯得有點不尋常與難以捉摸.
#2. 8月31日出生的人必須問問自己,他們是否已太在意別人對他們的注意程度
#3. 有時,甚至還顯得有點尖酸刻薄,而且他們話中的刺經常會深深刺入人心。所以,出生于這一天的人也許在講話時得學習更圓滑與克制自己一點

***

weehee`~ done!
changed of blogskin. =)

online practically getting more&more bored.
soon, i guess i won't online so often if i still can't find anything to spend my time on.
esp, i don't game, don't watch anything, at the moment.
otw, i shall just be good, and finish off my books.

anyway, i felt so weird when "disappear" was used to describe
that i gonna be leaving soon in the company.
disappear; to vanish off from sight.
*sidenote - i hate updating.

another way, one lesson learnt, its always good to stay to your preferences,
like, don't try for something you ever thought its not so good.
so yup, i gonna order back my s/berry ms. ==+

still, one last way.
curiosity really kills.
then i saw just a few pages, but,
i wonder what i've really been thinking.
however, don't like what's going on now.

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PS.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 / 10:20 PM

gees. i wanna change blogskin, again.

anyway, after work, though both hanni&me rather dead, by then.
but i felt like dining out, so we went PS.

both of us walked from here to there, not at all looking at things,
kept talking, =X
so we ended up going macC. to wait for des to meet her.

took some pics, but i'm lazy to transfer, =)
arhh, anw, sad. we went to ask at PW le, they don't have that customize service, sobs.

(waa, luckily i got home early, raining like..... =S)

i wanna try banana milkshake tomorrow,
someone told me it makes up ur day, hahaha.
doze off at work like a few times before lunch, =S
wonder when will i ever finish those files. 2 weeks le. =(

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hmm.
/ 12:19 AM

i jus realised i had so much memories at wp's blog.
had too much entries there, hah. =)

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Last Episode
Monday, June 09, 2008 / 11:00 PM

Healing Hands3's last episode,
Kinda rushing.
To account for the 3 relationships. Gees.

Anyway, here's some artwork done by hanni. hah.


Aww, sleepy.
Very... extremely.
Today's working cond. damn bad,
either sneezing like-no-end.
Or the mind was wandering like-on-a-marathon.
I don't like thinking-so-much-either, but, what if-s...

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Anything But Ordinary, (Avril Lavigne)
Sunday, June 08, 2008 / 9:05 PM

anything, but ordinary.

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as usual, went to seletar-airport,
then to chong pang for dinner,
back to changi airport.
i wanna go chong pang again, =)
boys are going to KL this coming thursday and only back on sunday evening.
means next weekend, cant get to see them, aww.

thinking of waking earlier to walk to macd to buy breakfast to work tmr.
but, (thinking....), lets see if i can wake up earlier.

arhh, super buay tahan my nose condition, been sneezing like since i woke up,
gonna take medication and goes to sleep. =S shacks.
damn damn damn damn dizzy. >.<

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Hero, (Mariah Carey)
/ 3:10 AM

Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way


****

after browsing for almost 2 hours, still couldn't really find one that i like very much,
and then this came into mind, since i heard it during dinner on tuesday, so yup.

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理智与感情 (陈柏宇&杨丞琳)
Thursday, June 05, 2008 / 11:35 PM

遗憾到 无助到 难受到 残酷到
到早上很怕张开眼睛
而望见 墙上角 灰一片 都想到
那张脸便逃命无怨命
这么感性难怪无法撇清
已逝去感情早已没生命
这种反应完全是任性
告别唯有当擦亮眼睛
多少失戀者仍然健在
证实要放弃过去至找到未来
曾被爱同样有权分开
拒绝悔改会死于爱海
一生本应该活在现在
挂念会美化了错爱 永远受害
谁像你能像哲学精彩
说亦恨难无可耐
谁没有 盲目过 然后再 麻木过
要恭贺得到比失去多
曾念过 明白过 只不过 花开过
最想念仍然是无花果
话虽不错 人有时会痛楚
太自觉可能偏却没帮助
大千色相谁人凭什么
会令谁永世困在最初
多少失戀者仍然健在
证实要放弃过去至找到未来
曾被爱同样有权分开
拒绝悔改会死于爱海
一生本应该活在现在
挂念会美化了错爱 永远受害
谁像你能像哲学精彩
说亦恨难无可耐
如可这么理智的话
那段爱可能是假
就与他哭到快乐吧
也许开心过总有代价
多少失戀者仍然健在
证实要放弃过去至找到未来
曾被爱同样有权分开
拒绝悔改会给感性伤害
一生本应该活在现在
谁每日能开心喝彩
最可惜理论如何精彩
那寂寞如何忍耐

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today, a better day.
/ 12:56 AM

looked back to yesterday,
#1 -forgot my phone, board the bus, think twice, and decided to head back.
#2 -super bloody suay. no further elaboration. lol. super sian about it. gees!
#3 -wanted to drink milo, but... ==" i 爱莫能助(correct bah? =X)and stared at it, realising i forgot to place a cup.

half day later, =S
and so qiao, boss also on leave, dunno why everytime i asked for early-off,
boss either half day or on leave.

good luck to me&hanni ltr! =)

okies, super tired. off to sleep.

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But I Do Love You, (LeAnn Rimes)
Monday, June 02, 2008 / 11:38 PM

I don't like to see the sky painted gray
And I don't like when nothing's going my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues

opps. i din post the song i said i will post previously, =p

anyway, had a long long conver w/ boss alrdy, we'll see! haha. =)

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虽然我愿意, (伍家辉)
Sunday, June 01, 2008 / 8:56 PM

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

next`
shayne ward's easy to love you.

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the loves*
/ 1:52 AM

arh, xun having his sports day at somewhere near kallang ltr,
and i asked will he make it not, both him&xian replied: "no!"
haha, little naughty-ones. =)
good luck boy! xD

shacks, pms real soon. =X

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