Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and you changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means.
It's so unbelievable, And I don't want to let it go, Something so beautiful, Flowing down like a waterfall. I feel like you've always been, Forever a part of me. And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love, Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.
In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now, Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now, I was lost and you've rescued me some how-. I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me, And I've never been here before. Now I see, what love means.
When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost, I cant help but break down, and cry. Oh yeah, break down and cry.
that i try try try not to sleep during the bus journey back home from eunos. =.=" thankful that i only overslept one stop. but one stop is enough to walk back home. but, so nice the timing, dad happened to call asking how come i still hadn't reach home when i have work tmr, then i realised. arh, i forgot to tell them. @@ sooooo. i walked back, sad, super tiring. esp after a long day, then dad came walking to fetch me too, and scolded me all the way till the door step for sleeping on bus (again.) @@
tmr gt time den update for grad's day, overall its gd! =) really really really good!
weeeeeeeeee!! i got my pay!! heh, so its shopping tmr! =p
meant to be, some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
gees, get back to sleep. i wanna see my boys later pls! =( 2 weeks... and. i gonna buy the book on wednesday. finish my current one by wed. =x *prays hard. that no hiccups this time round. =s
okies, i hrd them talking about this for quite some time back, xD then, we thought we had no share for this.
today or rather yesterday, okay. 230508. talk-really-really-alot-day. lol. everytime mycolleague&me started chatting, it always took at least 10mins. before we really concentrate on work, then we talked again, =x a few times, boss came joined us also. opps. then, we started counting down hours to 5. LOL!! suddenly they said its 4, and time for donuts. everyone in office, disappearedddddd. =o then i went to collect my printings, realising i had half-dozen too. xD oh well, if only kenny's boss din come get for him, i would have 1 DOZEN! =x + its fruity day! thus all given one cute little persimmon! xD haaaaaaaaa. i was the first to leave. and it was 510. =S
went out for a while before heading home, tired thoughhhhhhhhhh.. =) veryyyy crapppppyyy ovvverrr diiinnnnerrrrrr. bla. xD
arh shacks, i wan or rather i NEED casual shoes for work. =s
okies, some pictures. MY fav. (used to be!) PERSIMMON. (i finally managed to find the spelling, hahaha..)
heh, after dinner went to bed till 10pm. =x almost din want to wake up for the show le, BUT.... i'm toooooo addicted to the show, at the moment. xD
i turned-the-searchengine-upside-down, still i couldn't find find the song played when the credits rolled at the end of show. hmm.
sad. super sad. sucha nice song. =(
somehow 4working days-week passed rather fast. a-blink-of-eye, and its friday again.
heh, been rather chatty at office these few days, kept chatting random stuff with my colleague beside me from school, to personal stuff, to work, and bla bla bla, hahaha. sharing w/ me many of her experiences, that she gave me really many great advices. =)
work (gees), i guess its better to do updating. =x i hoping to just be doing that tmr. shacks. @@
after work went for movie @ ps. what happens in vegas. (like what justine previously told me; laughter-s. ha..) about how they met and then slowly falling for one another. enjoyed watching the process. ha. hmm, ended up that i had another 看法 on the male lead, xD shuai de loh. =p but still, on overall, i think i preferred m-o-h. ha.
oh yah, tmr night then blog about yest's outing. =) missed out that yest. bleh.
alright, done blogging my *nonsense* my daily-die-die-must-do-task. =)
first i remembered that i was walking down the stairs of my block. then as i walked, i heard my media player on at a very high volume, and was already midnight. but for what i was walking, i seriously no idea.
then i remembered another one, it happened after the other. that someone actually tagged me. and the content of the tagged msg was weird enough though. cause hmm, she mentioned my friend's name in it too. weird.
nah well, dreams are weird. dreams are the reverse of reality. but still, i rather live in the world of dreams, illusions and everything. though someday we'll still wake up with disappointment or maybe even greater. but. at least it was fulfilled somewhere, though not in reality. thinking is tiring, i rather keep myself occupied, and not letting it run wild anymore. =)
and gees, my connection is abit screwed today. it could went off suddenly. =o hmm i wanted so much to change a blogskin, but so far, no luck.
i wonder how long more i gonna be having this song on repeating mode. ha.
celebrated apple's birthday @ m.c w/ about 11 of us, including birthday girl. crappy night. haha. laughters after laughters. =) maybe post up pic some other day or later of the day.
thursday & friday, 15th/16th may
slept early. =)
saturday, 17th may
woke up rather early (for a weekend), to meet hanni for breakfast at tcc. tried the (ice) peppermint mocha, xD and one of the breakfast meal. then crapped there till 1230, meant that we sat there talking and laughing for... 2 hrs 20 mins. =)
anyway, so ltr the guys came, then we bought the tic for Made.Of.Honour
pretty nice. =) and i love how it ends. happy endings are always sweet&nice.
**** cause all of the stars are fading away just try not to worry you'll see them some day take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out ****
after movie, went shopping ard until we walked over to Sg Flyer. ate at Popeye (opps, Justine, i'm sorry, i ate le. =x). after dinner, sat by somewhere near, chatted till around 830, and walked back.
shacks, i missed my tv. i wanted so much to wake ard 10 to watch, but yet i sudd woke up, to realise its alrdy 1055. =.="
sian, today at work totally bad. flu till so fed-up. so many times rest head on table de, =x but luckily everytime after work, after stepping of the super-duper-cold-office, i was fine. =s
updating really really drives me crazyyyyyyy... =.=" haha, but recently been talking alot in office while at work. very nice! =) gonna be very very very busy tomorrow or rather 8 hrs later. all work supposed to be done today or rather yesterday, all i din get to touch them, so they accumulated. =x
hmm and i realised i had been having seafood-related dinner for the past 2 nights. maybe should try ordering something not seafood-related later. celebrating apple's birthday later. i guess i gonna be real dead on thursday le since had been out for 3 nights, hohoho.
Okies, i'm glad i woke up ard 1am yesterday with intention to shut down the com, after charging mp3. So i itchy hand went looking up singtel web to check any promotions.
And ta dang~ =p K660i @ promotion! Heh, so i woke up ard 10+, asked dad to drove me to TM, waited for awhile and yup! =)
Then went round shopping for some time before taking bus home. =D
My hair is straighthen again =p but my fringe is super short now. =X
done transferring ringtones, hohoho.
better off to sleep, tomorrow gonna be a boring and blue monday. another 5 days week. gees. ha!
we spent hours & hours looking for a pair of shoes. it turned out this way, or the other way. 1. there's the size, but there's no black. 2. there's the black, but no size. 3. there's the size, there's the black, but it's not fully covered. 4. there's the size, there's the black, it's fully covered but, we don't like the design.
sob. how terrible. and another one, we liked everything, but sad, no heels.
!%#^*$&)#(*#)( luckily, before heading home, which was hours and hours of walking. gotten one pair @ JL. shacks.
reached eunos ard 830, called dad to see whr they were, and phew, they just left home w/ the boys, so they came to fetch me to mount faber. just to drive them around, so when i was sitting with the boys, =( its damn damn damn sad to hear them pleading for something that cannot be done. since they had to be home soon. sigh. "ah gong, i want to see aeroplanes." it kept repeating... until he recognized the underground tunnel, the route back home. eew. so i made a promise, that i'll pass them something next weekend. =) gees, miss them.
tired, off to sleep bah. wanted to go rebond in the morning, but hohoho, can't get up =X needa cont' shopping tmr. =x
did whole day of updating, that i went nearly @@ from doing it sob, i wonder later gonna be doing the same thing for the whole day not.
heard alot about my colleague's taiwan trip, me also want goooo!! haha, they had been talking abt it since lunch time, on and off till knock off. lol. shifted from a place to another to talk about it. i'm really tempted to go there. =x
Today, I heard "I don't know" umpteen times. But, with a particular speaking tone, (to me) its a way of shirking responsibility.
Reminds me of someone who ever told me in that way. That got me pretty pretty agitated. Ha.
Today, I was asked of a same question twice, my reply, both contradicting them, and contradicting myself. when they asked, "how come" & "why not this..." Having no idea what I was replying at all. But what they were asking, were right afterall. Hmm, thus it got me kinda down at that very moment.
Had a hard time walking back to BnV station after work, =S Din expected the cond. to be that bad. Gees.
weekend's over. and now i'm still watching the yang clan on tv. i watched alec su's version before, and now its hu ge's version. and its a 2 hr/sunday. 10 more mins to go, i guess?
i wonder how this week gonna be. busy or slacking.
so screwed. i din even realise that was running out, until some hours ago. its either i get up before mum&dad go out, or i needa go down my own to get it.
anyway, had no work for continuously 4 days, including the usual weekend. past 3 days had been heading out and getting home pretty late. ha. thursday went for movie (i forgot if i ever blogged about it =x), friday, acc. hy to her company to get her forms, and met the guys after that. then yesterday (saturday), went back school for the talk and then for mahjong.
woke up with eyes rather swollen. =s and when i got home, with my comforter, and other stuff all over the room, understood that the boys had been playing in my room during the day. lol. =s din get to see them this weekend, neither do i think next weekend i can get to see them, since most probably out for both days.
Been sleeping after 1am recently that during work, was super c.m.i not even a cup of coffee could wake me up. haa.
Spent too much time on forms yesterday (wednesday), thought could finish them before lunch, but after lunch up till 3 or 4 was still doing. =s printed out and realised forgotten this and that. (zzz)
after work, met w/ hy for dinner, err, lol. what exactly did i said i wanted to blog about? hmm, okay, i know i needa apologise for bringing you going merry-go-round. LOL. cause i forgot my way to the hawker centre, so dropped that idea, and decided to try my way to the other market that i went before. but shacks. LOL. i forgot the way once again, so yup, we went one big big big round. =X
dinner arh, nothing special liao. opps. seriously dunno why we would go all the way there to eat, and then head to mac for ice cream. chatted for hr+ or so, and walked back to buy bubble tea. =S maybe we could have really gone back sp. hahaha.
