i wonder should i be thankful about how time flies these months, all this while.
approaching the second month of school, with two more intensive weeks oflectures, crazy heavy-weighted reports duedates, and final exam will be calling upon us, that are all happening for the next 3 weeks. -gasps- & i will be freed for 2 months before i can get to see shawn joining us since he registered last week, aha! simply yayness. hais, fretting over whether should i take leave for next week's 5 days of lessons, or i should take a step at a time? i'm so running out of leaves pretty soon at this rate. eew. kays, enough of xue xiao.
this morning was pretty blissful to get to meet xiaohui by the busstop, this sweet-thoughtful boy automatically helped me with the umbrella since it's raining, o'man, so touched! however, some dramatically thingy happened and i wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow. and my r&d. lets hope i could get it finalise soon, hahaha wishful thinking, cause i just resumed today. kays, enough of gong zuo.
hmm. almost done with this entry. zai jian!
p.s i am so happy that i can have a proper weekend this week, with facial, with movie. proper enjoyment before i go missinginaction till then. teehee.
p.p.s i had been thinking about this term "change".
could you be my sweet dream or, be my beautiful nightmare?
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 / 9:38 PM
(beyonce's sweet dreams, currently playing)
yes. no. yes. no. yes. no. yes. no.
often when somebody was asking me for opinion on the same issue i was facing, i would say, if it's really affecting you, then why not? but wasn't i being indecisive too? some time ago, i finally shared this something with someone there. ha ha ha, such things are supposed to be kept under wraps. for there might be 反效果.. but there's too many factors to consider, there's a x-factor to a yes, and a x-factor to a no. to exaggerate, i had been thinking for more than a year, or.. can i say, right at the beginning? ha ha ha. no choice. i am one, passive person, tiny winy issues are very much sufficient to change my mindset. so.. stay tune, to see my final decision, a ha ha.
i'm deeply immersed into a pool of thoughts, and they are wandering in the wild, in search for the answer/truth. or was it really better that they are left untold and unanswered?
let's go off-topic.
i think my august's vacation go -poofed-
hello. the expenses totaled up to almost my single term of course fees. you'gotta be kiddin'me.
good bye. at the moment.
cause i doubt i got the time to update this few nights, till then.
today they kept teasing me, but it brightens up my day so much so much.. (:
they said, my fingers all very nice, must be din do housework at home one, only daughter at home... haaa. but i say no loh, yi li (in hokkien), oso must do. lols.. somehow i oso dunno why they said yi li (in hokkien), but i really got do housework!
second. there's one guy who came servicing, and they were saying, wah boyfriend arh. i said erm.. (really giving the ==+'s face..) then, cant tease me, they teased the guy, directly asking, your girlfriend arh? i see the guy's respond also want laugh. haha. GEES.
third. i forgot i was saying wad in half hokkien & chinese. =S colleague was laughing till..... sobs.. my hokkien always kena laughed at. =S
forth. one of my guy colleague walked and took the same bus as me today, then they again saying we cannot go dating, then we argued back saying they were jealous. haaaaa!
then i asked my colleague who always read novels, the ending i was always curious about. inevitable yet necessary, and if its me, i will do the same eventually, since its isn't something reversible..
back home, played maple, and both hanni&me spent almost 1 hour plus on the jumping quest. thanks anyway! (:
noddy. today basically had no production. but morning was pretty much having some discussion. which left me to really think, considering so many factors. and i gonna need alot of advices.
hmmmm! around 4+ we started housekeeping. so yuppp. today is our 收工day. anddd. ((: we resume work next thursdayyyyy. 开工~
hah. i just gonna enjoy this 5 days of longg holiday, and yup! the rest, later~
meant to be, some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
gees, get back to sleep. i wanna see my boys later pls! =( 2 weeks... and. i gonna buy the book on wednesday. finish my current one by wed. =x *prays hard. that no hiccups this time round. =s
first i remembered that i was walking down the stairs of my block. then as i walked, i heard my media player on at a very high volume, and was already midnight. but for what i was walking, i seriously no idea.
then i remembered another one, it happened after the other. that someone actually tagged me. and the content of the tagged msg was weird enough though. cause hmm, she mentioned my friend's name in it too. weird.
nah well, dreams are weird. dreams are the reverse of reality. but still, i rather live in the world of dreams, illusions and everything. though someday we'll still wake up with disappointment or maybe even greater. but. at least it was fulfilled somewhere, though not in reality. thinking is tiring, i rather keep myself occupied, and not letting it run wild anymore. =)
and gees, my connection is abit screwed today. it could went off suddenly. =o hmm i wanted so much to change a blogskin, but so far, no luck.
i wonder how long more i gonna be having this song on repeating mode. ha.
Just as long as you stand, stand by me (Stand by Me, Ben E.King)
****
with hopes or without,
there's still disappointment.
or maybe, i needa a little more time.
don't like the me that i often forgotten the promise
i made to myself, even just a day ago.
one song that justine intro me,
though was a pretty long ago one, =)
ah i'm sorry for not meeting up tonight,
will promise to help you move ur stuff!
and, i think the photocopier machine dislikes me extremely, whenever i used it, it jammed. today, it started jamming since 1210, all the way till 1300. i felt so paiseh to keep asking for help. then, 1330, i went again, thinking probably it is working fine. but it broke down on me again, this time with many other colleagues on queue. and they said, "orh, is you arh", =x hmm, so they gave me this nickname, the Maintenance Girl.
