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once upon a time
Wednesday, March 31, 2010 / 9:12 PM


when this happens.

you shouldn't just only picture the worst scenario, and hoping that it won't happens in reality.
cause, the reality turns out to be, the least expected scenario (which in some cases can't be any better than the worst), will just comes out from nowhere, and surprised you!

remedy.

suck thumb then. since it's a reality! time, ultimately will be the cure.


another thought of the day;
when something's meant to be over, it's then over. preferably, short&sweet.
having a sequel can be just plain meaningless.


arh. Fox is having some warehouse sales at Tampines. this is so tempting. =/

btw. had attended sch's orientation yesterday too. i didn't really have a good look of who are those that's gonna be studying with me in the same lecture room for the next 4 years, thou just a few of them, blame apple who wanted to sit at the second row... but i saw one guy who might might might be my schoolmate in secondary school, my senior back then thou. o: by the age, it should be possible. ha. and his height.

oh well.

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Miss Cold.
Sunday, March 28, 2010 / 1:40 AM




hahaha. kowtow to her.

i don't really feel like wasting my saturday away by sleeping now.
but my eyes are almost surrendering. ): i wonder in few few weeks time, how am i gonna readapt to sleeping at late nights? coffee? nah. cast no-magic on me.

i randomly came across a friend's status at facebook (few days ago actually);

Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted...


but, could it be, we weren't rational to think that was what we wanted?

ha, actually i had been occassionally thinking about the word "regret"; which eventually leads to thinking of those "what.ifs" & so on. so again, instead of them being some rational thinkings, i thought that was being impulsive (at those critical moments of; doit.or.not / takeit.or.leaveit).

so, i often concluded;
i regretted..

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you can't be so considerate!
Thursday, March 25, 2010 / 9:34 PM

when i was about to tap my ezlink card, i already heard this guy's voice loud&clear.
& somehow i was standing beside him since it was a single deck's. with my colleague beside me too.
we were occasionally exchanging glances, with the same thought in mind.....
"when is he going to end his call....." i bet the whole bus of passengers must be thinking likewise, and i had to have my ipod full blast, if not i was almost on the verge of bursting out into laughters when i heard his conversation. not to be so mean, but ya. :s

anyway! first few days of the week, or should i say it's every other day, always so vexing over the same old kind of issues. but good thing; all i needed was time, to sort things out. (:
thou i think i gonna be bothered about it again, real soon. it's a cycle. hoh.
that kind of issues, are forever complicating, & implicating.

our trip dates had been decided too, so i will be away from 24-26apr.
O: something's worrying me again. i hope i won't hit the jackpot okays.
i saw the itinerary; i like day1, day3. but i sulk when i read about day2. hahahaha. tskk. hope as the boat reaches the dock, it becomes straight. LOL.! another thing is, i got to wake at 4plus for a satuday! ):

what else. yaya, i gonna be getting my new phone next monday evening!
but hope i could get home in time. =/
which means, i can easily get online at work (that is without feeling guilty)! hahaha ;D

hao ba. that's about it.

it's almost friday! (:

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the saltwater room; owl city
Monday, March 22, 2010 / 9:42 PM


i thought this is a very lovely song (:

29may.... almost 8-9 more weekends to go..
how i wish i'm starting next saturday instead.
cause i can't wait to shrink responsibility.
hah.

alrightsssss..
i decided the phone i wanna get.
i decided on what should i do to my hair.
but sometimes i love my hair, sometimes i don't.

but, not everything's alright...
cause i can't decide whether do i follow the majority.

good night.

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i miss playing waterbombs!
Sunday, March 21, 2010 / 12:16 AM

yes; i do!

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let's fly!
Saturday, March 20, 2010 / 12:07 AM

so the news officially spreaded-like-peanut-butter all over.
& thanks to me, i big-mouthed, so everybody started discussing before the meeting started at 5pm.
in the end there was no taiwan; heart sank.

shall get my fingers crossed. hoping the date of departure will be around august, since i won't have school that month. & then i shall join them and fly to xiamen! that amounts to at least 5-6days of leave taken too.
although i don't really like the idea of going overseas during august. it's considered a busy working month for me; and it's a full of celebrations month! oh well. shall just wait for the news to come in.

while, i guess, i gonna skip the m'sia trip next month. maybe.

how i wish this weekend, there's 48 hours.

& finally, my school fees issue is resolved. -phew.

but i still can't smile! gees.

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i can't smile even though tomorrow's friday!
Thursday, March 18, 2010 / 10:55 PM

just when i thought this week is almost perfect.


perfect, in the sense that everything's so far so good.
(although my project is officially approved today....)


& i had to make a bloody mistake, once again.


oh man. i don't know how should i describe how i felt.. ):


i called that; "suay-ness" 


& it's dam shitty that i still hadn't settle the confusion over school fees, it's supposed to be due next week, yet i hadn't receive the respond yet.


thats.... very, extremely, screwed.

-.- i realized, it's one happy post, followed by one sad post doh?

ignore the above, probably. =/

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happy happy news!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 / 9:30 PM

whaha.

i might might might might might might get to fly to somewhere this april/may!

woots! but it's killing me that i can't discuss this with anyone yet (except when i got home, i told my parents about it O:); but let's hope many of them wanna go where i wanna go, otherwise it's not gonna happen too! -crosses my fingers-

hopefully the news "spreads around" soon & i can start to psycho them! xD

& PLEASE BE HAPPY FOR ME! MY PROJECT is 80% DONE...!
the 20% = final evaluation tomorrow!

omgod. it's almost like the feeling of 十月怀胎... it could be that long too i guess? o.O

(: this week is good.

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starts counting!
Monday, March 15, 2010 / 11:55 PM

now i finally know when's the official starting date.
now i finally know when i will have breaks.

but the contract headache-d me. that really made me very big-headed.

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bad one.
Sunday, March 14, 2010 / 11:26 PM

so afterall, having my desktop to my room, wasn't a good decision.

1) it makes me wanna sleep late.

2) the wireless connection strength is lower.

now i gonna have a headache of where should i place a desk for studying purpose.


& oh great. i think i'm real dumb,  =/

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Laughing Out Loud
/ 5:20 PM

I found some of these letters when I used to write to my imaginary friend, which was myself, playing two roles......

Laughing out loud!






























































































& then my ïmaginary friend would reply...





















I even spelled Australia wrongly. LOL.
I really think I was so crazy back then.
What a childhood-memory. Ha. (:

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when i look at you; miley cyrus
/ 1:45 AM

 

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Ooops..
Thursday, March 11, 2010 / 9:14 PM

Ha..... I didn't know Charles & Keith started their warehouse sales today.. Until when we were walking to bus stop after work, we saw many many many vehicles parking almost everywhere, and many OL or even guys were walking towards the building, and then we saw the red banner indicating, the warehouse sales of up to 70%.

Haaaaa. We got very tempted... &... We joined the crowd. Oh well. It was really very crowded. & you have to be very lucky to have the size you want. The first 2 pairs I wanted, out of stock! So I decided to just look for bags. Oh man..........
I really love the bottom left one. Heh... But then, too bad there weren't many casual looking ones. Whereby heels are... Ouch... =/ Oh well! I only left like 6.45pm, got home at 7.15pm! So sometimes, it's good to work near such companies, whereby they often have warehouse sales. I can't wait for other warehouse sales too! HAH! (:
& my week is almost done. it's another 1/2 FRIday. I think I have to stop taking day-off for Friday for some time. Oops.

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& i wish..
Sunday, March 07, 2010 / 11:30 PM

i used to make many u-turns, and then i got to a "T"-junction;
i took the left, and now i was heading towards a one-way path..
thou times and times, i was wondering what's on the right.

all i wish, it's not going to be an ugly dead-end.

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Quote of the day
Thursday, March 04, 2010 / 10:19 PM

快乐的开始 不该悲伤的结束.

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)):
/ 9:28 PM

i wonder what's the evaluation's conclusion...
but, so clueless of how to continue my project.
-screams!-

half day of work tomorrow and a seminar to attend after that.
sounds good, sounds no-good.

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monday
Monday, March 01, 2010 / 10:50 PM

doh. why am i feeling so troubled nowadays.

but, the thought of getting my pay cheque tomorrow, i gonna grin for 2.5seconds. 

good night.

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