it makes me smile when;
somebody whom you need not say anything, & the next second, he/she knows whats on your mind. (:
i don't why things in every aspect ain't smooth at all these days. but im so glad, some had been very supportive & listen to my woes. ty (:
hahs, yesterday i didn't know someone did brought the stuff that i wanted, initially i thought someone was mumbling about forgetting to bring it and not forgetting to bring it up for me. so i commented; you very no heart. and was totally clueless when someone continued saying not didn't take it into heart but being too sick (or something.. can't remember), until someone later brought it up & i felt like choking on my words, so someone said 好心没好报... & today i was teasing someone about finally remembering my every wed schedule. haaaa. (:
again, i guess these days i better keep my mouth shut too. i don't want brew any unnecessary storms.
i'm deeply immersed into a pool of thoughts, and they are wandering in the wild, in search for the answer/truth. or was it really better that they are left untold and unanswered?
let's go off-topic.
i think my august's vacation go -poofed-
hello. the expenses totaled up to almost my single term of course fees. you'gotta be kiddin'me.
good bye. at the moment.
cause i doubt i got the time to update this few nights, till then.
this weekend, 50% had been done with. somehow i felt so sick this weekend, quote what a friend posted in facebook, more like a weak-end. nononono. i don't wanna take any mc! (shhhh! hahaha)
do you know, it had been 1/3 of 2010? sigh sigh sigh. looking back when we were just counting down to every new year, and time didn't really goes tick tock tick tock, cause it's almost half a year gone soon, once again. sometimes i have no idea, whether i should be looking forward or the otherway. all these while, i had been thinking about the same old stuff; this this & that that. then i guess i will be too busy to notice how fast/slow time goes in 40plus days time too..
but please please please. do grant me a few more years (smoothly), and i will promise i will keep to what i have in mind till the very end!
*sulk.
okies.
next weekend gotta pack my stuff to prepare for the following week's msia trip. i'm hoping to bring as little as possible. & i'm hoping to do some shopping on day 3 too, hohoho.
i don't really feel like wasting my saturday away by sleeping now.
but my eyes are almost surrendering. ): i wonder in few few weeks time, how am i gonna readapt to sleeping at late nights? coffee? nah. cast no-magic on me.
i randomly came across a friend's status at facebook (few days ago actually);
Never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted...
but, could it be, we weren't rational to think that was what we wanted?
ha, actually i had been occassionally thinking about the word "regret"; which eventually leads to thinking of those "what.ifs" & so on. so again, instead of them being some rational thinkings, i thought that was being impulsive (at those critical moments of; doit.or.not / takeit.or.leaveit).
when i was about to tap my ezlink card, i already heard this guy's voice loud&clear.
& somehow i was standing beside him since it was a single deck's. with my colleague beside me too.
we were occasionally exchanging glances, with the same thought in mind.....
"when is he going to end his call....." i bet the whole bus of passengers must be thinking likewise, and i had to have my ipod full blast, if not i was almost on the verge of bursting out into laughters when i heard his conversation. not to be so mean, but ya. :s
anyway! first few days of the week, or should i say it's every other day, always so vexing over the same old kind of issues. but good thing; all i needed was time, to sort things out. (:
thou i think i gonna be bothered about it again, real soon. it's a cycle. hoh. that kind of issues, are forever complicating, & implicating.
our trip dates had been decided too, so i will be away from 24-26apr.
O: something's worrying me again.i hope i won't hit the jackpot okays.
i saw the itinerary; i like day1, day3. but i sulk when i read about day2. hahahaha. tskk. hope as the boat reaches the dock, it becomes straight. LOL.! another thing is, i got to wake at 4plus for a satuday! ):
what else. yaya, i gonna be getting my new phone next monday evening!
but hope i could get home in time. =/
which means, i can easily get online at work (that is without feeling guilty)! hahaha ;D
so the news officially spreaded-like-peanut-butter all over.
& thanks to me, i big-mouthed, so everybody started discussing before the meeting started at 5pm.
in the end there was no taiwan; heart sank.
shall get my fingers crossed. hoping the date of departure will be around august, since i won't have school that month. & then i shall join them and fly to xiamen! that amounts to at least 5-6days of leave taken too.
although i don't really like the idea of going overseas during august. it's considered a busy working month for me; and it's a full of celebrations month! oh well. shall just wait for the news to come in.
while, i guess, i gonna skip the m'sia trip next month. maybe.
how i wish this weekend, there's 48 hours.
& finally, my school fees issue is resolved. -phew.
i might might might might might might get to fly to somewhere this april/may!
woots! but it's killing me that i can't discuss this with anyone yet (except when i got home, i told my parents about it O:); but let's hope many of them wanna go where i wanna go, otherwise it's not gonna happen too! -crosses my fingers-
hopefully the news "spreads around" soon & i can start to psycho them! xD
& PLEASE BE HAPPY FOR ME! MY PROJECT is 80% DONE...!
the 20% = final evaluation tomorrow!
omgod. it's almost like the feeling of 十月怀胎... it could be that long too i guess? o.O
& this is extremely frustrating to keep thinking about whether or not it's been corrected.
blame myself for having so little confident. but thankfully, i can't really multitask well, so when i am concentrating on something, i tend to forget that worrying-thing.
and oh. you know how paranoid i can be when i lock a door? i can go to&fro a few times. =/
It's finally over!
I totally can't sleep yesterday, it's like taking an examination. But it's really worst than taking an examination. Totally stressful. :S
Even though, this was my second official one, it's yet another learning experience.
Cause today's had this kind of interview going on. & initially, I kept having this hunch that it might not be very smooth; as there's endless questions to answer. But thankfully! (:
太开心! loves the way we are united as one. ((:
Oh well; This weekend, I gonna enjoy myself. ;D
Before I gotta start on another thingy again. :S
& I gotta start on someone's thingy too. x:
Hahahahaha. &. Monday's gonna be a great day. ;D There won't be Monday Blues for me.! Happyy, so happppyyy! (((((((((((((((((((((:
I know I know, that sometimes you ought to take in some comments, that can help you make improvements.
But, automatically, my mind tends to look at them with a negative attitude initially (which means I tend to dwell too much about it, and think this and that; yayaya, I know this is a very bad habit of mine which up till now I can't help about it though.....). Oh well, luckily when it comes to such things, I tend to be... pretty absent-minded, and life still goes on (like duh!) later as usual.
Afterall, I'm still; Me, Myself & I!
& I seriously understood that I ought to be firm in my stand, sometimes.
By the way; I was back to SP this late afternoon; Whoa. Their presentations were really, thumbs up, even their projects were so interesting! And after seeking some advices from dr. saw, it boost my confidence of what I intend to do. So now, hopefully the letter is here soon (though it gonna meant that, I'm bidding farewell to my savings, sigh, horrible...) & goodbye to my 8 hours of sleep daily, hahaha.
Went to have quick dinner with Hanni after that. Since she had lesson after that, we dined at K.A's Mac. Been ages since I last went there. To think, we used to study there for semester examinations the last time. Hoho~ Back to topic... Shacks! My phone really cmi. This week it kept going "no network coverage", "Sending **** failed..." .... Wth... Otherwise, I can't make any calls... ZZZ. Just when I was contacting her, it really die on me. Luckily before I alighted at the bus stop, it "revived"... I don't memorise contacts! That's so bad.
Yah... So now I'm using 910. =/ So not used to the keypad.
Such a long post. HA. (:
h.a.t.e.u ; i like the melody. Once upon a time; we swore not to say goodbye.
love 6 of the songs
but I was only able to get 3 of them from mixpod somehow.
习惯就好; 爱不单行; 生理时钟
i nearly had a heart attack this morning;
you can't imagine how fast my heart beats.
i had been on a roller-coaster-ride this week.
lol.& for the "thrill" with a price to pay yup.
i rather take carousel. haha.
oh man. i can't wait for the bulletin to be release!
so, this weekend, we gonna celebrate bernard&kt's 22nd.
time flies huh. felt like i just celebrated mine not long ago;
tadang; 7 more months and i gonna be twentytwo (w..t..h).
i gonna insist to believe that, 2010 is (gonna be) a good year.
;D
Wow.
Good in a way that till then I wouldn't forget too much of the book content, aha. And I hope I'm already --------, crosses my fingers.
Whoa. I was reading my xiaomei's comments on her r/s status, I think, I'm getting very outdated.
we're just 5 years old apart leh, maybe nowadays, their mindset are different already. I got a shock by how they accept things are. O.O"
sidetrack; I'm still weighing the pros and cons lol.. BUT.. I think... It's a matter of time.. Hmm.
and oh my crap, i hope it's soon, please don't come only late next week, don't spoil it!!! lol...
I'm sooo glad that I manage to get myself back to the right track when I was so distracted in the morning, ha, maybe lack of sleep, :S
Hmm, considered my 3rd audit since I had been working there for 17months. I'm glad everything went on very smoothly that they had only thumbs-up (not one but two!) for us! NO NC! That's definitely a boost of confidence in preparation for the actual one, that is coming up next month! (hahaha, but I gonna spoil myself for this weekend before I switch myself back to the right working mood again. audit is seriously a very-extremely-tiring-thingy to do!) I love our unity, (((:
Hah, I really can't believe it's ALMOST the end of the year, it's like a few months ago, I was just getting used to the year 2009. While I think year 2010 gonna be an extremely challenging and different one, for me.
HMM. and I gonna trim my fringe tomorrow, I hope I won't regret it. :p
And I'm still wondering whether should I attend the primary school gathering, they are all yandao now leh! oops.. thou I think I gonna laugh when I see somebody. :S
I think I'm getting very addicted to shopping nowadays, especially after the pay-day, (sounds really bad)
I had to go get my parcel at the post office this afternoon, then while waiting for time to pass to meet Apple in the late afternoon, I went to 313@Somerset. But I spent more time at Takashimaya, ;D
Then met up with Apple (whom actually thought of telling me that why not we shop the next week, durh.)
3words. Oh.My.God.
but we saw Zhang Yao Dong! Thanks Apple, that we got made eye contact! Ha
I better go keep my barang barang, which are still sitting at the living room, :S
but shopping liftens up one's mood, really, (:
you guys, please wish me all the best for my round 1 audit this coming Friday. (:
(somehow i wish this week can go as slow as possible..)
p.s: you all will know what's the decision next year, as soon as i really did it. ((:
and i only realized i gotten this bruise 1 day later after knocking against the pallet at work, shacks.
nice song!
Lady Gaga's Dance In The Dark 22 more days to my long break!
