nomore forevertwentyONE.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 / 10:42 PM
hais. it turned out, this was a pretty bad birthday i ever had. i was feeling real bad to him & him. and felt totally 里外不是人. although everything was resolved on the surface. but i believed there's still an aftermath. i don't know how things was progressing yet, since i decided to leave and hear nothing else, involve for not another single milisecond.
sometimes i questioned how i tend to look at stuff, how do i resolve stuff.
partial. impartial. ???
sometimes. i dread involving with personnel-issues, for i know i suck at it. that today, some finally got to know i couldn't take it any longer. i guess this week i gonna be so emotional.
i sulked, i frowned more than i smile today.
this was how i started my twentytwo's dayone?
-screwed- 31august'10 22:42
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enough of my rants. below is a summary of over the weekend.
thank you apple & samuel for the yummilicious&beautifully-designed cake!
especially for the "sausage-lips"
& a pimple that made it even outstanding! laughs!
seriously, heartfelt touched!
thanks raymond (apple's brother) for the diy!
pressie from a group of them!
oh well. so it's really time for me to get contact lens.
O.O ha!
pressie from hanni&desmond!
woowee, i can videocall! wakaka.
pressie from huiyi&hongchun!
yayness, a new bottle and
bid goodbye to my poohbear of near 2 years!
love this. to. the. max!
thanks for the effort! and all the messages, received!
yaya, i will be hardworking to find my mr. right ya! :p
love you guys!
thanks for the memorable, lovable, laughable day!
&...
some doodling from my little boy when I got home on Sunday
;DD such a sweetie. (:
anyways. although i sulked at the fact of me turning twenyonetotwo,
that, i believe im into the *age is a secret* tribe real soon. laughs!
but it's ok, they treated me like im barely twenty(two) in my company
while im my parent's bao bei nv er forever, hahahas! -- 31august'10 00:40
Labels: 2010, 22nd Birthdays, Friends, Outings
the usuals.
Friday, August 27, 2010 / 12:15 AM
i always knew that august isn't a good month for me. ):
Labels: Rants
day 2 of mind-ruling-me week
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 / 1:06 AM
sometimes if you wanna say something, you should just jolly well say it out, and not after a few times of "filtering", because it sounds just totally 不自然, 不自在 and so 不对! that someone will just go blank, thinking what the hell you trying to say?
yes, thats what happened to me today. or yesterday, ok i mean twentyfour.
and why am i so easily moved by trivial matters? why why why???!
everyday's been so freaking busy, i wonder why my paperwork are always endless? beats me. =/
but i must aim to finish most of my preparation work for the next few months since school's gonna be starting in less than a month time soon, busiest period of the year is gonna be here so soon again. & believe it, i am already planning for my 2011 audit date! :s
anyways, day 2, failed. :s lack of determination.
and i am still puzzled why am i still bothering myself?
Labels: Random
mind-ruling-me week
Monday, August 23, 2010 / 10:18 PM
day1.
only youteaseme. no iteaseyou.
feels weird. i need to seek some consultation soon. :s
Labels: Random
15 august.
Sunday, August 15, 2010 / 11:55 PM
days passed. all's been well, been good. (:
for the past few years, august had always been a month i both dreaded and yet loving it.
hmm. mid month already. soon for my second round of work-related examination, whereas school.
heys! there's still another one month plus to go. hah!
ohcrap.
whenever i start to day dream too much, chances of dreaming it (for real) seems high. though its really some good dream! sometimes i don't know if its possible or not, but the process is thrilling or pretty captivating. ahah. but at least, that perks me up during the day ya, while i am not gonna be dwelling on it further. righto.
anyways, today we celebrated birthdays for the threesome of us; two on the seventeen, with me, err, plus an additional 14 days to theirs. hahs.
tsk tsk. my voucher was only for a cake, but ended back home with two cakes.
well. it was all about the fair-ness issues.
"so not fair. so not fair. so not fair."
hahs, so love. (:
alrights. back to a new working week again!
(but at least, it's not gonna be a BLUE MONDAY! i am sure!)
(:
Labels: Birthdays, Family, Home, Studies, Work
Set on.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010 / 11:28 PM
for every darkest moments, light's the best companion.
after tonight's happening;
i wasn't suppose to look back, thinking of how and what could be done to salvage the - history.
ultimately, my mindset's gonna be different than the days before.
i got to dare myself to be different, and think umpteen times for a proper cause.
i believe, i am betting on a high stake.
& i hope, everyday, i will be stronger than the yesterday.
p.s thanks.Labels: Life
ohno
Friday, August 06, 2010 / 10:47 PM
ohno.justwhatifthatnamejustcan'tgetoffmymind?
owell.iguessiwon'tletthathappeneither.
but.maybeishalljustenjoytomorrow.
before.imightgetgloomynextweek.
lalalala.letitbeletitbe.((((((:
Labels: Craps
dream big
Wednesday, August 04, 2010 / 11:32 PM
if only i can not hold myself responsible for whatever decisions i am going to make.
how great?
Labels: Randoms
