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hahs!
Saturday, October 30, 2010 / 1:27 AM

hahs, i might smile silly till i became a looney soon. :D

one thingy that happened was when i was about to step out to get those solutions in & it was raining like nobody business, someone came back and was asking what i gonna do, i was hesitating or not to ask him help me since it's raining, but anyways he took it & initially i forgot i had to go out with him too if not he'd be drenched. so. :D we shared the umbrella, and i sweared i was behaving very normally! but those moments were verymuchenjoyed. x:

some other happenings too, but thats for me! :D

so happppy~ :p

hahs, i guess i really hadn't met someone whom can be so soft-heared (that hardly there's a no, even if there is, its just to tease you. (:), & so meticulous!

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xiexie~
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 / 11:41 PM

it makes me smile when;
somebody whom you need not say anything, & the next second, he/she knows whats on your mind. (:

i don't why things in every aspect ain't smooth at all these days. but im so glad, some had been very supportive & listen to my woes. ty (:

hahs, yesterday i didn't know someone did brought the stuff that i wanted, initially i thought someone was mumbling about forgetting to bring it and not forgetting to bring it up for me. so i commented; you very no heart. and was totally clueless when someone continued saying not didn't take it into heart but being too sick (or something.. can't remember), until someone later brought it up & i felt like choking on my words, so someone said 好心没好报...  & today i was teasing someone about finally remembering my every wed schedule. haaaa. (:

again, i guess these days i better keep my mouth shut too. i don't want brew any unnecessary storms.

one more 4% quiz. 2 more weeks to exams. buckkup!

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enchanted. taylor swift.
/ 11:22 AM

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you


This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

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=/
Tuesday, October 26, 2010 / 10:53 PM

i often thought, no news meant good news. but i must have been naive to think that there's always no news. it might be true that while we're thinking everything's good and sorts, someone out there might be drowning into sorrows every other day. but if thats the case, i will be sincerely apologetic to you. however, i doubt so.

i can't absorb in any more lies. i can't accept any more heart-wrenching news. i can't believe any more of those iamreallyverypatheticrightnow, canyousaveme thread of words.

i really wish for once, i don't have to get the hell out of it, out of this (infact) bottomless pit.
it beats better than falling repetitively.

maybe its a (grave) mistake that i made the fewyearsdecision, must i really realised this?
thats the last thing i wanna do.

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so inhuman
Sunday, October 24, 2010 / 10:42 PM

how could they resort to such methods towards a little boy?

hello! he's so well-loved, well-pampered by ALL OF US since the first day he was brought into this world.

whats with those finger-pointing, and selfish-acts. damnit! better not 恶人先告状!

SHACKS! damnit.

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早知道是这样; 像梦一场
Saturday, October 23, 2010 / 2:02 AM

almost approaching the 5th week of school, that meant another 2 weeks, it will be revision week, followed by 2 days of exams. and guess what, that week i am gonna be working for probably 1.5 days, supposingly it sounds like a great deal, but guess not, revising at home, and meanwhile having my little boy at home with me, i might have a tough time concentrating.. but i guess most probably the day after exam there's still school for the new unit, O:

tsk tsk. 8 weeks/perunit makes everyday passes like how the lightning strikes. hahahas. however. i realised this term i couldn't concentrate like i did for the previous unit. i know i know why. :p

can't believe 2011 is approaching tooooo. aww. i simply had this hunch that 2011 will be an expect-to-see-lotsa-differences year. hmm, let's cross fingers that they're mostly positives (:

anywaysssss, i really hope i can control my passive-ness! and not 动不动就被感动.. buttttttttt.... many thanks, ((:

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺

我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活
只是这样的日子
同样的方式
还要多久
我们改变了态度而接纳了对方
我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想
只是这样的日子
还剩下多少
已不重要


时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样
像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅
你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样
如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯
让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强

让我在没有你的地方疗伤

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shortbreakfromthismakingmebreathlessmugging
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 / 4:08 AM

work's been breathless too. sad to say so.
especially these days, everything's been so affected.

i felt sorta both the hesitation & yet the relieve in me today.
hesitating about whether should i say it or suppress it (yet again), but i gotta admit, it had gotten to the extent that i can't take it any longer, and obviously someone's isn't doing me a great favour all along in return! instead, thanksforlettingmeknowhowuselessiam, in actual fact. which made me felt utterly terrible the whole day yesterday, on top of monday blues.

blowing things up ain't my objective. i don't like being "dare-d".. =/

so affecting that i could hardly concentrate on mugging for this evening's quiz. i am constantly thinking what's the situation like later, although i am only there for the later part of the day.

arr. i better go back to my revision. it's 4am already.

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what then. what next.
Sunday, October 17, 2010 / 10:48 PM

sometimes. i wish i am not studying. then probably some of my issues (out of the many) can be solved.
but beats me. for i don't know whats happening either.

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our-every-a-few-months outing
/ 2:36 PM

it's pretty much an impromptu outing that i planned. it turned out to be it was xiaohui's birthday, and i thought why not celebrate foursome's birthday together for the october's. ahahs (:

so since xiaohui & i often argued over who sings better, we decided to go sing k, and we went to katong shopping centre's (the one we went previously went for jiaxin's twentyfirst)..

met up with one of my colleagues to get some snacks and drinks, and of course the cake, before going over to our workplace to meet the others who were working OT.

turned out pretty good, and hoped they had a great time singing! oh.hoho. ((





loves loves. (((:

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hmmmmmm
Saturday, October 16, 2010 / 12:59 AM

hahs, i know this is confusing, but, sometimes i hope someone isn't gonna spoil me any further, before i might really grow so dependent.
& it had been the second time of the week. of course i am (: .. but..

was it very ridiculous to have someone bringing your laptop back just to put on those protectors for you?
because at the end of the day, i asked someone, isn't it troublesome? & for the next few seconds, we simply paused for another few seconds, before we continued.. thats #2 of the week.

sometimes, someone shouldn't really take my words seriously. oh well, i guess i am so fussy!

that "你做么?" when i wasn't answering and staring in the daze, then with a heartily smile, and a joke at the end.

oh. i am seriously screwed.
i didn't expected this.. :s

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hahss
Wednesday, October 13, 2010 / 11:59 PM

although i am really so damn physically tired, but everything that happened today, totally lit up my day! ((((:

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^^x
Friday, October 08, 2010 / 1:04 AM

i wasn't afraid of losing it, if i hadn't had the intentions to have it.

i don't know what can i really blog about, there's alot to say, but nothing types out.

err. i better get back to my assignment.

happy weekend everybody! ;D

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g.e.e.s
Tuesday, October 05, 2010 / 2:15 AM

but i wanna talk to you, in actual fact, ):

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mono-life
Saturday, October 02, 2010 / 1:18 AM

-let me take a short break, before i continue mugging-

somehow i am so looking forward to 16october, if what i am thinking to organise turns out well of course. :D

*crosses fingers*

i think i really need to take leave in between every week, otherwise i will be like now, rushing through revision like nuts and struggling to start on new chapters. =/

while this weekend, solely essay research, i hope!

i hate this term. totally!

-screams!- in less than 10 hours, first 4% test. hurr.

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