♥, my dailies.

nothing, but....

Thursday, November 25, 2010 / 2:26 AM

i don't wanna spend forever wondering..

i don't anticipate

Tuesday, November 23, 2010 / 12:26 AM

because i tend to be disappointed when i anticipate! however, it's not entirely a disappointing day afterall, ((:

well. felt kinda upset to hear from lollipop whats been happening.. & somehow i could even feel the stress althou it wasn't directed at me.. i thought i had to be partly responsible for the situation now, but lollipop said nah, ): i hope everything's gonna be okay soon..... ))))):

Labels: Random

multitasking: activating in 9 hours time.

Sunday, November 21, 2010 / 10:57 PM

i wonder whats with those weird-messages these days.. does making the blog private helps??
well. i might intend to private it soon too. (:

anyways, SIGH. end of my "honeymoon", no more solely school, but back to work+school.

alrights, at least, i get to bicker with lollipop ya? ((:

hao hao hao! i try to be positive!

Labels: Random

goodbye anhb1101; hello chem1103

Saturday, November 20, 2010 / 12:37 AM

i was just done with anhb1101. i think we're real "lucky". there hadn't been any illustrations questions for the past 5 years, yet we were given not one, but TWO! anyways its over, and the results ain't out anytime soon, im not gonna anticipate that since it meant 8 weeks later (which is next module's exam period...)...

aww, after putting a full stop to a module, barely 24 hours, starting an organic chemistry module, ouch! those structures yet again, and whats worst... i bet the outline's the same, weekly quizzes....... arghhh! suck big time! hope i can manage this module well along with my audit preparations... sheeshh..

hao bah, enjoy these few days, (: and of course a good sleep tonight! 2-6pm class later.... T.T

Labels: School

starting a.fresh!

Friday, November 19, 2010 / 12:52 AM

wow. i guess its been ages that i last changed a blog template, at least this year i hadn't done so. what's even surprising is i hadn't blog-hop, and my archives are still accumulating (:

tonight's the final exam, part of me is prepared part of me is not. part of me really felt like giving up and just enter the examination room later, since i had been completely exhausted from repetitively studying and studying this whole week, and kept realising i forgot this & that. i hope the coming module ain't as hell as this. i don't wanna kill so many of brain cells memorising!

i rather 吵吵闹闹 with lollipop..... x:

can't wait for tonight's 9.10pm or earlierrrrr! i want my temporal freedom....... T.T

Labels: Exams, Rants, School

5 daysssss

Wednesday, November 17, 2010 / 3:53 PM

不知道总比知道来的好...

as expected, that practical exam was really c.r.a.p, it's like i barely warm my butt, and i got to move to another table. O.O gotta like exercise my brain cells frantically fast! if not the buzzer went off. oh well. part of it i am sure, part of it im screwed. part of it spelling error. so, because there's barely enough time to analyse whether was it an okok paper or not, i thought its better not to dwell so much and simply concentrate for the last theory paper. (actually both are theory papers =/)

speaking of this practical exam, i thought i was real suay for that day. i slept at 4+am that night and supposed to wake @ 655 for work, but somehow i overslept and woke at 722! crapppppped, quickly bathe (oh well, i insisted of bathing every morning though =/) and had to pia cab there, and phew. 7.58am pls! =/

then, there's these calls, those calls, making my half day there terribly terribly busy! and somehow i was having a real bad headache, most likely due to deprive of sleep. =/ yet, o: i was so surprised that someone bought panadols for me, when i didn't ask him to. but luckily with that 2 pills, i was so much better! so really gotta thank him many many many. (:

tuesday, which was yesterday, another frantically busy day, since i gonna be on leave till 22nd. =/ (seriously, i rather work than staying home to study.....) yet yet yet. someone had to annoy me. ): !!!!

when i asked if they gonna miss me when im not around for the next few days; one said yes. one said, good, no one vying for fresh air with me. -____-"

sometimes i really wonder what's exactly going on thouuuuu, but let's leave it!

but, 4 more days...

Labels: Rants, School, Work

GOODLUCKs!!

Monday, November 15, 2010 / 2:31 AM

#1. i must refrain myself from succumbing to my "sleeping hormones", this coming 4 nights...
#2. i must stop drinking so much coffee after this friday. O.O!!!!

after busying with exams this week, will be lotsa technical and paperwork stuff to do, since the time of the year is around the corner again!
ohman, looks like coming up there's far too many things i gotta do/get! but i really really don't know how to go about planning them............. especially classes on saturdays noon, suck big time!

today's the practical exam (more like a theory exam =/), let's wish me, apple & shawn, the bestest luck!

Labels: Rants, School

if this was a movie; taylor swift

Sunday, November 14, 2010 / 1:50 AM

Come back come back come back to me like

You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside till I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

~~i really feel like giving up.~~

Labels: Lyrics

HMM.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010 / 11:15 PM

monday; i had been having the terrible blues. not the usual blues, but, those real terrible ones. |:
tuesday; slightly better, especially after pouring out some stuff to somebody, that faded off some blues. (:
wednesday; gooood, they could even sense that i was on the "high" side today, (;

but the coming days gonna be :s

forever time allocation is so freaking tough to do so.
nomatter if i slept enough, or i didn't sleep, i still feel equally drowsy.

tonight was last tutorial session before the exams kick in. monday the 25% exam, and friday the 40% exam.
and monday's exam probably only given 30minutes to complete 12sets of questions, and the breakdown our tutor gave us was, allocating 2.5mins per set of question, *gulps* analysing; reading a qn - some seconds, identifying a qn - some seconds, understanding a qn - some seconds, figuring out how to construct the sentence for an answer - probably many more seconds. and.... how many qns per set? oh my tian, i better drink alot of coffee or whatever to prepare myself in a good state that evening.

i wanna do shopping, but i really don't know when i can do so. coming saturdays are all occupied with lessons. but luckily there's online shopping, which i will spend 30mins a night to browse all the sites, better than nothing =/

hao ba. i gotta start studying. blehhh!

Labels: Rants

happening long weekendddd!

Saturday, November 06, 2010 / 2:23 AM

before thursday, i initially planned for my long weekend to be a pretty dull one; play my facebook apps, prepare my examination notes.

suddenly!

#1 thursday before off-ing work, we decided to go to this get it fair @ expo. thus, impromptu, met up with my 3 colleagues to seeseelooklook on friday afternoon. been standing, walking the whole day until we went to tampines for dinner, thats when i only got to rest myself. nice day out! (:

#2 (alrights, this is not an impromptu event) promised my mum to accompany her to this ihavenoideawho's concert @ marina bay sands this evening. =/

#3 mum called in the evening asking if i wanna join the boys to the zoo this sunday, thinking since i had been thinking of going since last year, why not? hahaha. ;D

so suddenly, everyday's pack with something going on. coming tuesday, there's another buffet dinner with colleagues. xDD

i love such momentum of life.
it makes everything look almost flawless. (:

then slowly, i gonna sink myself into notes of misery.
actually i have many things on hand that i have to do, or get.. oh crap, i seriously need more time for every of them! grant meeeee....

alrights, off to bed, wake up earlier to plan my schedule ahead for the month.

wan'an ~

Labels: Colleagues, Family, Friends, Holidays, Outings

WHINE #Day 1

Tuesday, November 02, 2010 / 1:38 AM

sighs!
let me get done with this module. forward the time to 19th November 9pm.

but before that, i have to deal with this wednesday's last quiz & 15th November's practical exam.

-.-

life's great. ):

some good stuff to look forward THOU.
-i believe i still have 3 buffets to go. namely, the coming sakura buffet with my colleagues; dim sum buffet when charmaine's back & the mongolian buffet that i bought online through the deal site for mum's birthday celebration. O: good luck to me!

-settling missie's present! (my dear, if u happened to read this entry, sincerely apologising, i promise i will get it done by christmas as soon as my exams are cleared! x:) & meet ups!

-hanni's birthday celebration

-wedding dinner this end of month

-charmaine's back. meaning, mahjong sessions. woops...

-december, the season for celebrations!

but, speaking of december, it's almost my audit (again.......) -.-

back to mug, ):

indeed, happiness ain't long-lived hur?

Labels: Random, School

Innocent; Taylor Swift

Monday, November 01, 2010 / 1:05 AM

Lifes change like the weather

I hope you remember
Today is never too late to
Be brand new

It's all right, just wait and see
Your string of lights are still bright to me
Oh, who you are is not where you've been
You're still an innocent

I felt disheartened to hear their differences,
you've got your point, and you've got your stand,
each has it's valid reasoning.
who knows if i have been rational?
maybe i wasn't. maybe i was wrong.
but i just wanna run away, for as long as i can..

Labels: Lyrics, Random