1. wenzi.
2. twentytwo y/o.
3. thirtyone0eight's my day.
4. co-working&studying.
5. complete my degree.
6. earn lotsa money.
7. &..... (:




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i went for a checkup this afternoon, but doctor said it's not inflammation, which makes me even worried. ohno. so the pain better subside soon enough before i got to go for another checkup. sigh.

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i'm really trying very hard, you know.

yesyes. i am. really&truly.

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white horse; taylor swift

Labels: Lyrics, Me, sing.along

oh my. there's only 2 weeks break for every term.
and it's gonna be like this throughout the fouryears.
haha, being too used to working life already,
can't help but whine...
but i'm so glad calculus is exempted.
hao bah, gotta decide soon. (:

and, yi'ma, when you gonna come.... =/
shacks..

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Last night, I merely wanted to take a nap, but dozed off till 10plus to off my computer which was still in sleeping mode.
Then soon enough, I had this dream, that woke me up, having me double checking did I actually made that call, or was I really dreaming? It wasn't a pleasant conversation, ahahs.
Although this week is tick-tocking pretty fast, that it's Friday tomorrow, I still have a long working Saturday to go.......

Labels: Me, Rants

Last Sunday; 251009.

Met up with Jiaxin at City Hall for present hunting.
From Suntec, till Raffles..
After some considerations here and there, we managed to get the stuff we wanted, hahs. d(^.^)b

Monday, 261009. Problem A happened. O.O"

Tuesday, 271009.  Problem B happened.. O.O"""

Wednesday, 281009. Problem C happened. O.O"""" We thought what actually happened, O.O" well well. Luckily, there's no Problem D. Met up with RS at AMK Hub after work, and I was rushing to meet her as I forgot I was going to be on leave the next day.

The clam chowder was very nice! (:
And somehow I forgot my NYNY card has quite a sum of rebates in it, hahas, upon payment, realizing i'm actually having a free meal.

Friday, 301009. The day after you're on leave, you'll usually feel extremely lazy to do anything. Hahs. That's totally how I felt. Nothing much for the day I guess..

Satuday, 311009. 6 hours of work today, and went meeting Missie straight after work, for some shopping. Somehow, I gotten a green dress, well well, I'm still not a green-colour lover, but this dress is on promotion, and it's not very bad overall. Hahs....! Wanted to watch Sister Keeper or Love happens, but the latter is not available at Tampines, while the other one's timing was kinda late.. Dine at Swensens after Shaoting arrived, and hell yes, we were freaking noisy. Went walking around before heading home.

O: This week is such a happening week. I thought I will be spending Sunday at home later, but had to attend a funeral in the noon.

Next week..?
((:

I'm hoping to get that desktop on Wednesday too.


Day 5, I don't wanna give in. =/
December is coming too soon.....

Labels: Lovely-Memories, Me, Out, Weekends

please don't take away everything.

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Thank YOU(s) for resolving the matter for me. ((:
It's really sun shines after the rainstorm.

As long there's encouragement, I'll definitely be very fine!

Today's weather is simply horrible. The sky is fine, but not the temperature. I totally felt like a margarine that's gonna melt, and it made my head almost in bursting-mode. Luckily I didn't try my way there taking bus, I wouldn't know which alley or lane will direct me to the right building. Oh well, I also thinking why I was so good to help my colleague bringing his laptop for servicing, better ask him treat me something good! Rofl. After that had to continue hunting for shaoting's presents (which the ride from Macpherson to Tampines KILLED ME, freaking suan pls) when her celebration is TOMORROW (oops... well, we started buying stuff since last Sunday), which I finally finally finally managed to get the rest of the stuff that we intended to buy, and I'm glad I gonna pass all of them to Missie later! HEHEHEs.

Hohoho. Tomorrow, I'm gonna be seeing so many people whom I hadn't see since Secondary schooldays, I wonder... How's it gonna beeee? (For me to find out, xD)

I better have a good rest this weekend too. I gonna have working-saturdays. :D ($$$-ing)

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You may finally be getting some justice, Virgo, from the long term situation from which you have tried, over and over again to disentangle yourself. It's perfectly normal to be tired of a power struggle that is really a matter of entrapment and co-dependency, but it is difficult to let go of the guilty feelings that arise. The good news is that you'll receive praise and support for your decision. The bad news is that you are likely to over-react to any criticism. You may have good news about improvements in your finances today as well.

Sometimes, such ridiculous-predictions can be spot-on. Of course, I know what's Praise&Support or Criticism is gonna come about.

Nowadays, I often screw up things directly or indirectly. Crosses my fingers that I ought to be wide-awake.

Labels: Blurs, Future, Me

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Heart of Greed's Finale;
Although that's a happy ending; My brain is too messed-up with 完美般的爱情 (having reading too much of such stories and watching those movies); I think the scriptwriter shouldn't end the story of they-two this way; Maybe that's a sign of getting over it; but I thought that there was something missing in between before they got together, although the process was long enough for the realization, hahs... Okok, I know it's just a series, and they had to end it like ya.. Oops.. (:

Next; 最熟悉的陌生人?
I always tend to imagine how awkward such encounters would be. This evening I was on the way home, and yes, I saw her crossing the road, running all the way chasing after the bus I was on board. I thought she'd saw me, but I looked away. And when I had to alight at my stop, I just insisted not to look at her. I knew I sound very irrational, or I was always so? Frankly, she didn't treat me that bad, no matter how much I wish things can be as like before, it's something that I couldn't ever forget?

Lastly, work?
Hectic towards the end of year as usual, my tasks written on my post-it notes, simply accumlates every single day. Especially I had scheduled my two sessions of audit into the calendar, gasping at the fact that, a year is about to pass (yt reminded me this, and telling me "对hor, 这样你都做一年多了", and it's my second time of experience. Although it's the second time, yet it's another kind of process (a tougher one). But I will definitely give it my best shot, (: Please remember to add oil for me till then ya? ((:

I guess, working for a year plus (going 15th month), had somehow made me matured (in the sense of understanding human-relationships), it's true that sometimes working together sour relationships you-know, and working life is really much more complicated than being a student. I do envy the times I was a student, without those responsibilities, except you have to take care of your grades. Definitely, I had grew attached to them, like their care&concern for me, every now and then's heart-to-heart talks (and what's more they are guys too.. hahahas, for goodness sake, sometimes those advices they gave you are really great!). Just like what xy often told me, if work's everyday smooth, there's nothing challenging. And what he just told me yesterday, made so much sense, (:

Sometimes I think I was living in the world of expecting fairy-tales kind of happenings, and then it knocked sense onto me that I had to be practical to face what's ahead, than holding on to false hopes which could lead to greater disappointment. I wasn't going to think of how should I go about resolving something, and I'd only go ahead with what's on my mind when I had to.

Hahas, somehow, after reading my own entry, I sound like a different person.

Finally, (:

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Wow, today's the first time I get to know people whom I'm familiar with their voices/names, but not their faces, until today. Held at Orchid Ville, near Singapore Zoo. Hahas. I was glad dad was able to drive me there, it's super duper secluded, O.o"

The solemnization started promptly after 6pm, and somehow in between after they exchanged their vows, the electricity at the stage was cut off. o.O" But, it's romantic, in some ways... Hahas.. It's very touching to hear newly weds exchanging their vows, pledging for their eternity love for one another, (:

Managed to take some pictures, but FB don't allow me to upload them, it kept error error error. -.-"

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Just done transferring those pictures I intend to develop, but I think I need to filter them further, it's freaking lot. O:

And I realized it's almost 2am, and I have to wake 8 hours later to meet Jiaxin, O:

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Sometimes I find it's so amazing that we always tend to complicate things with our small tiny winy brain.
And it killed don't know how many of our brain cells just by thinking unnecessarily. Hahs...

I wish you could find your answer someday, (:

Smile. Smile. Smile. (((((:

Labels: Colleagues, Company, Me, Random, Weekends

Lastly, as the clock strikes to 0000 hours, 31.08.09, I'm finally officially, TWENTY-ONE! 

Happy Birthday! =3

edited: 31.08.09 12.50am.

Labels: 21st Birthdays, Me

Ha! I finally finished posting my scheduled entry at 0000hours later regarding yesterday's, (:
It's quite a long entry.

Alrights, I shall go tidy up my room, and take a nap later, hadn't sleep much yet, (:

Later~

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i submitted my leave form, for this month only thou.

Labels: Me, Rants, Work

now for a year, (:

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i don't know when will i ever start posting something positive. O.O

i was on the same bus as yh this morning, but the moment we alighted, my heart sank.
sigh. she's leaving on the day of my birthday, which i guess it's gonna be a bitterly-sad day for me.

on the way home just now, i was really very upset, ):

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i overslept today, supposed to wake at 620, but i dozed off again till 645, gees.
managed to board the 730 bus thou, and reached there at 815, which was so much earlier than the gathering time.

haha, sometimes i think i can be hard to communicate with i guess, especially with guys, =/
many times i know i was supposed to joke back, but i either kept quiet or end those conver. with a smile. i find myself very cold-blooded sometimes, oops..

i do wonder, which is exactly me.

after course, went to great world city with a new friend i knew from this course, sometimes i hate my stubbornness.. i should have gone back with the route i was familiar with but instead i went another way, trying to see if i could remember that was the right alternate route, in the end i got myself lost.. =/


hahaha. i hope i could stop being jealous.
but afterall, i'm yiwen. O:

life's indeed challenging.

Labels: Coursedays, Me

mean. standard deviations. mean. standard deviations. mean. standard deviations.

-___-

i regret not getting myself familiar with using scientific calculator to get standard deviations.
luckily there's an introduction book which my neighbour had, and saved me from going crazy.

haha. the group of us kept saying we were giving up after endless times of calculating, especially when we got different answers.
and btw, the few people i got to know from this course are really nice to talk to O:
but seriously, the air conditioner there is freaking freaking cold. i even had to wear two cardigans pleaseeee. arghh.. and today's coffee break was the best, served with hargao and prawn beancurd, xD

day 3 tomorrow. im so dead beat from doing calculations. O___O

alright, some pictures. :D


im bored while waiting for rs. X:


booo. again again.


yay.. lols. rs said this was the first time she took pictures in the toilet. i told her, oh well. because you know me, so there's got gonna be more of such photos. LOL...!!!


what am i thinking?

Labels: Colleagues, Coursedays, Me

oh shacks......
i had to really 100% focus on what they were saying throughout the lesson.
that's only day 1. oh no. 4 more days.


sometimes i really hate my curiosity,
i asked, yet i don't accept it, and only run away from it.

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