oh no
Friday, July 31, 2009 / 3:22 PM
i don't know when will i ever start posting something positive. O.O
i was on the same bus as yh this morning, but the moment we alighted, my heart sank.
sigh. she's leaving on the day of my birthday, which i guess it's gonna be a bitterly-sad day for me.
on the way home just now, i was really very upset, ):
Labels: Me
O.O
Thursday, July 30, 2009 / 12:48 AM
should i say this week is fast?
I had been stoning alot this two weeks.
anyway, rs told me about toto later, so i was trying my luck,
please allow me to day-dream, of cus hoping there's something. HA.
haha, everyday we would day-dream about having very good life, and not having to work. O.O
gees, almost 1am, =/ better go off.
i don't know why my blogger still don't allow me to edit html-stuff. -.-
well.
Labels: Rants, Work
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 / 8:57 PM
i'm gonna get so emotional, =/
sooner or later.
her; im so used to confiding with her all sorts of my happenings, from work to personal, and everytime she'd straighten out my thoughts. she'd tell me so many jokes, telling me what shows were nice, forward me so many kinds of sms-es, telling me what should i do or should not do.
him a; im so used to asking him helping me with various stuff, everytime he'd only say ok, and not a single no. he'd share all sorts of funny animals jokes with me too. somehow, i nearly nearly liked him, ha.
him b; im so used to seeking advices for various issues from him. joking, teasing around too.
i find myself so relying on them, that i wish, the day will never come. ):
and afterall, she's right, hah, i took this long to figure that out.
Labels: Random
Grumpy Monday
/ 12:04 AM
I so felt like sleeping. But luckily there wasn't any happenings.
I really have a hard time planning how to clear leave-s.
Well, continue planning tomorrow at work i guess.
Anyway, do we really 酒后吐真言? I feel like trying to be drunk once, hah!
Better go to bed, freaking late. i love this weather. (:
Labels: Random
monday is here.
Monday, July 27, 2009 / 1:33 AM
i think there's going to be a few things going on later. =/
i got this intuition, some bad, some good.
long weekend... 2 more weeks to go O:
and fireworks, O:
Labels: Random
O:
Sunday, July 26, 2009 / 11:29 AM
Now my blogger, reverted back to the original typing box, but w/o any other options like (adding images, vids, edit html, etc..) how weird..
Anyway, yesterday was totally a shopping shopping day. early in the morning went to tampines with mum for the isetan sales, but there weren't much to see, should have gone to parkway's. spent like 2-3 hours there shop shop & see see, bought some stuffs, but most impt-ly, i gotten a new jacket, O: finally managed to get one "formal formal" looking kind, O: hah.
had lunch at dtf, before walking around a little more and back to watch the 3pm korean show, O: i realised these days i was quite addictive to korean shows again..
5plus went out again to meet hanni/des&kt. that smelly kt, went "mia" since 1pm. sms dun want reply, call dun want answer, 5pm replied saying he just woke up, O: smack him.
so we went to see see look look @ ion. O: its really BIG. but we walked a bit, and went out of ion to have dinner first, dining @ shokudo, japanese streets or something.. we were allowed to reserve seats anywhere, but almost everywhere was reserved by somebody, which was sooo sad, and we just had to settle at a somewhere. O:
once again, i'm really sorry to hanni, =/
so after dinner, there was 2 choices, to stroll back to ion, or to watch movie. one convincing to watch, one convincing not to watch, O: haha. so the final decision, we strolled back to ion.
and i can't believe how rotten luck i got that night, i wished i bought 4D and i just might have strike it. =/ i know this sounds ironic. but. -_____-.... and that kt kept laughinggggggggggggggggggggggggg. ROAR.!
so walk walk see see at ion, from b4, till i dunno level wad. i only know there's many many levels.
we left like 930, O: and on the train, (i really dunno why im so down on luck.. =/) someone stepped on my toesssss. S: luckily not heels. haha, but well, i often do that to random people too. S:
well.. done... it's almost 12pm, and i'm freaking hungry. O:
Labels: Friends, Out, Weekends
what a "lovely" friday
Friday, July 24, 2009 / 4:23 PM
blaaa`~ im ok already. after repeating the story over a few times to a few people, to vent my anger. =/ haha, that's the first time i actually created a 7-sms-length long message, that's actually the limit of my phone, otherwise i would have cont' pressing. GEEE.
anyway, im really very xiao-qi one ok. ha~.
haha, but needa thanks them for hearing me out, and had really a hard time getting me cool down. O:
edited-8.22pm
.
i woke up expecting a lovely calming
friday, looking forward to this weekend, yet to encounter
sucha GREAT experience.
wth.
im really really seriously so
angry.
thanksfully its almost weekend, enough time for me to vent finish my anger.
such a
criticising comment.
CRAP!Labels: Rants
i need to write them down
Thursday, July 23, 2009 / 8:27 PM
=/ im still seeing this tiny winy box here to type my entry.. which is quite irritating.........
these days im really not at all into working mood, hah~. rs says we seems to take turn, o:
every now and then, we would share our thoughts on our future, and somehow i realized many things that i never ever thought about of. O: it's surprising actually.
and i shall write them down. (:
i need constant reminders. hah.
almost weekend, O:
so much to do this weekend.
shopping, presents, blaaaaaaaaaaa...
but now i want a shoulder to lean on.. O:
hahaha.
sometimes, i do.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 / 8:26 PM
i don't know what happened to my blogger. =/ i only have this tiny winy space to type in an entry.
anyway, i hit the jackpot today, so somehow i'm freaking grumpy right now.
you may ignore the following...
sometimes i really hate communicating.
sometimes i really hate having to think twice before i wanna say anything.
sometimes i really hate having those "roller coaster rides".
sometimes, or rather everytime, i hate every month of the particular week that i had to go through this.
sometimes i really hate avoiding issues.
sometimes....
mentally preparation, simply bullshit...
just some way of comforting myself. O:
when will i ever wake up.
don't know.
Saturday, July 18, 2009 / 11:03 AM
whenever there's those news or i hear them from dramas, i felt almost like thousands millions of bees stinging on my heart. i really don't want that outcome turns out to be my major obstacle so much later. but i don't know what i should really do, but there's in fact nothing i could do, but wait. no idea how long can time allows me to wait.
oh shacks. i need so much time to get myself out of this again. =/
Labels: Rants
♥-ing..
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 / 11:00 PM
We shall have more of such dinner-out, (;
♥♥♥
this week had been progressing pretty fast,
everyday had to keep updating, reviewing.
i hope to finish off my top priority stuff by tomorrow.
i'm glad i was totally into working-mood nowadays.
no distractions.
and most importantly, im feeling good.!
and today i gotten a piece of good news, O:
i'm actually quite happy thou.
i reckoned, its just another one more month, at most.
that i better get myself mentally prepared.
Labels: Friends, Out, Random, Work
Lovely Night
Sunday, July 12, 2009 / 3:51 AM
It's a raining night, of course it's extremely tempting to head to bed, but for the sake of a private-Sunday, i rather finish my work up, which took me... 6 hours, since 9pm.. Without exceptions, I dilly-dally by playing facebook. Haha, otherwise i was expecting 1am, and i could do other stuff. Bleh.. Thou i'm quite hungry now in fact, =/ hadn't been staying up till such hour for ages.
Somehow I forgot to add english songs in, and end up my playlist was all chinese songs.. 3/5 of them had been played, and below are some which i used to like the song cause of the lyrics.
回忆在播放着
在笑容里停格
画面会永远留着
给的多是付出
少给的不算数
.....快乐的开始不该悲伤的结束
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是无言感动
来不及完美的
就唱首郦歌
我不想回想
也不想再继续的讲
越想越觉得有点勉强
越是在乎的人 越是猜不透
有些梦 美在永远握不到
O: i still don't feel sleepy, thou i woke at 650, i shall go play facebook and break yinan's record (i hope..) :D
Nites nites. (;
Labels: Lyrics, Random
so messy
Saturday, July 11, 2009 / 2:13 PM
Gee crap, luckily this morning my colleague called me at 630 asking if i want lunch,
otherwise i din realised i set the wrong alarm, O:
hahaha. xy & yt were so funny, yt came to ask me what time was i leaving, when i said, once xy completed the record sheet loh.. which xy started playing a fool and dilly dally, lols.. and they both ganged up to drag my knock-off time. haa.. <3
im so sleepy. O: so much to do this weekend. =/
Labels: Work
as the week ends..
Friday, July 10, 2009 / 6:50 PM
finally the 5days course came to an end,
no doubt this course is beneficial, broaden our social circle, but its still quite tiring.
you know i felt like smacking myself when i paid for the card.
i din expected a blank card to be so freaking expensive. shacks. i'm really speechless..
but i hope it should be suitable as a "get well soon" card too.
half a day tomorrow, gees..
somehow i don't look forward to august.. =/
some sort of scenario had been replaying in my mind.
Labels: Random
Day 4
Thursday, July 09, 2009 / 9:29 PM
i overslept today, supposed to wake at 620, but i dozed off again till 645, gees.
managed to board the 730 bus thou, and reached there at 815, which was so much earlier than the gathering time.
haha, sometimes i think i can be hard to communicate with i guess, especially with guys, =/
many times i know i was supposed to joke back, but i either kept quiet or end those conver. with a smile. i find myself very cold-blooded sometimes, oops..
i do wonder, which is exactly me. after course, went to great world city with a new friend i knew from this course, sometimes i hate my stubbornness.. i should have gone back with the route i was familiar with but instead i went another way, trying to see if i could remember that was the right alternate route, in the end i got myself lost.. =/
hahaha. i hope i could stop being jealous.
but afterall, i'm
yiwen. O:
life's indeed challenging.
Labels: Coursedays, Me
day 3
Wednesday, July 08, 2009 / 8:49 PM
this morning when i woke up, it felt like i barely slept for few minutes. O:
what's worst, i thought i was late, since i missed the bus timing.
today did more hands on stuff, so most of the time we did in group. it's pretty fun thou, (;
especially the group of us from various industry could share so much work experience stuff and joke around. hah. and nevertheless, still endless calculations, @_______@
after course, went back to company, most were so surprised to see me, hahaha. lj actually asked did i quit, i -rolled my eyes- at him. hahaha.
site visit tomorrow. O:
shall sleep soon. im dead sleepy.
don't probe further. Labels: Coursedays
Day 2
Tuesday, July 07, 2009 / 7:13 PM
mean. standard deviations. mean. standard deviations. mean. standard deviations.
-___-
i regret not getting myself familiar with using scientific calculator to get standard deviations.
luckily there's an introduction book which my neighbour had, and saved me from going crazy.
haha. the group of us kept saying we were giving up after endless times of calculating, especially when we got different answers.
and btw, the few people i got to know from this course are really nice to talk to O:
but seriously, the air conditioner there is freaking freaking cold. i even had to wear two cardigans pleaseeee. arghh.. and today's coffee break was the best, served with hargao and prawn beancurd, xD
day 3 tomorrow. im so dead beat from doing calculations. O___O
alright, some pictures. :D
im bored while waiting for rs. X:
booo. again again.
yay.. lols. rs said this was the first time she took pictures in the toilet. i told her, oh well. because you know me, so there's got gonna be more of such photos. LOL...!!!
what am i thinking?Labels: Colleagues, Coursedays, Me
Training week.
Monday, July 06, 2009 / 11:04 PM
oh shacks......
i had to really 100% focus on what they were saying throughout the lesson.
that's only day 1. oh no. 4 more days.
sometimes i really hate my curiosity,
i asked,
yet i don't accept it, and only run away from it.
Labels: Me
Their Sporty Saturday
Sunday, July 05, 2009 / 2:12 PM
before i go do tidying up of my room, and preparing the necessary thingy to bring during the course, blog first, (;yesterday i only left home at 3pm to meet the other 3 at pasir ris. [O: it rhymes]didn't know it was raining, until hanni told me so. when i got there, they were playing pool, after which we wanted to bowl, but skate instead, while i get to enjoy the see breeze, :D
dinner at NYNY,
that's what we had... only one main course. lols..
lastly,
alright, time to do my stuff. =/
Labels: Friends, Weekends
screwed.
Saturday, July 04, 2009 / 9:09 PM
i think i'm going crazy.damn it.
don't know why things, like a like b like c, often came together to blow me off. happy times doesn't last, yet the worst often accumulates. i lost the faith to even weave a dream. don't, i'm really falling... and i find it so damn irresponsible of him to actually said never in his life he did us wrong. do i deserve this too?
Labels: Me
Finally!
/ 12:12 AM
that i could change a skin, (^^)v
the heat i felt on my head is killing me,
but why aren't they back yet. =/
Labels: Random
thursday. =/
Thursday, July 02, 2009 / 11:03 PM
this morning we started calling up xm,
until 9plus we received call that she was hospitalised. =/
spent some time at the hospital, and only headed back to company in the noon.
i din expected the accident to be so bad, but its so heartbroken-ing to see her in this condition.
hope she could pass through this ordeal.
Labels: Work
-___________-
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 / 11:13 PM
i decide to use this template again,
since i realised it doesn't work out for I.E =/
how come time always pass like waterfall,
whenever i needed them most.
still have loads of stuff to clear for the next 2 days.
shacks. shacks. shacks!!!
Labels: Rants
