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2. twentytwo y/o.
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4. co-working&studying.
5. complete my degree.
6. earn lotsa money.
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Heart of Greed's Finale;
Although that's a happy ending; My brain is too messed-up with 完美般的爱情 (having reading too much of such stories and watching those movies); I think the scriptwriter shouldn't end the story of they-two this way; Maybe that's a sign of getting over it; but I thought that there was something missing in between before they got together, although the process was long enough for the realization, hahs... Okok, I know it's just a series, and they had to end it like ya.. Oops.. (:

Next; 最熟悉的陌生人?
I always tend to imagine how awkward such encounters would be. This evening I was on the way home, and yes, I saw her crossing the road, running all the way chasing after the bus I was on board. I thought she'd saw me, but I looked away. And when I had to alight at my stop, I just insisted not to look at her. I knew I sound very irrational, or I was always so? Frankly, she didn't treat me that bad, no matter how much I wish things can be as like before, it's something that I couldn't ever forget?

Lastly, work?
Hectic towards the end of year as usual, my tasks written on my post-it notes, simply accumlates every single day. Especially I had scheduled my two sessions of audit into the calendar, gasping at the fact that, a year is about to pass (yt reminded me this, and telling me "对hor, 这样你都做一年多了", and it's my second time of experience. Although it's the second time, yet it's another kind of process (a tougher one). But I will definitely give it my best shot, (: Please remember to add oil for me till then ya? ((:

I guess, working for a year plus (going 15th month), had somehow made me matured (in the sense of understanding human-relationships), it's true that sometimes working together sour relationships you-know, and working life is really much more complicated than being a student. I do envy the times I was a student, without those responsibilities, except you have to take care of your grades. Definitely, I had grew attached to them, like their care&concern for me, every now and then's heart-to-heart talks (and what's more they are guys too.. hahahas, for goodness sake, sometimes those advices they gave you are really great!). Just like what xy often told me, if work's everyday smooth, there's nothing challenging. And what he just told me yesterday, made so much sense, (:

Sometimes I think I was living in the world of expecting fairy-tales kind of happenings, and then it knocked sense onto me that I had to be practical to face what's ahead, than holding on to false hopes which could lead to greater disappointment. I wasn't going to think of how should I go about resolving something, and I'd only go ahead with what's on my mind when I had to.

Hahas, somehow, after reading my own entry, I sound like a different person.

Finally, (:

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假装很好
假装多好
假装最好.

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An answer isn't what I need; But a decisive-me is what I needed to be. (:

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Today Jiaxin wasn't late, but I was late. Hahahs. By 15 minutes... I realized I had never been punctual anymore. Sounds badddd... x )

Anyone wants to watch Whiteout? Lols.. I wanna watch lehh. x:

Anyway, didn't know where else to settle our lunch, so went back to that teppanyaki shop, AND guess what.! This time round there's free drinks, except Ice Peach Tea/Plum Juice/Alcoholic. o.O" And it indeed saved some money. How come when I dine-d there the last time, there wasn't such good deal? Must be Bernard&Kenny... It's just two weeks ago, o.O"

And I just got to know the application may open as early as december, I'm so not mentally prepared. =/ How how how? I guess I gonna have insomnia soon again..

Oh ya.! NEW MOON is out on 3rd Dec 09, so you people, yah, you you you, please bring me to watch.! I pre-booked you.! (can't believe Twilight is already almost a year ago's craze...)

After lunch, went around Ion, and walked till Far East, back to Taka.. And, I seriously shouldn't wear heels there, it's freaking painful to walk. Wanted to get a pair of slippers to change, but I thought it was stupid, =/

Don't know why leh, I really find time passes very fast this year, there's so many things that happened last year, seemed to be just recently, whenever we were recapping about this birthday that birthday, we would gasp at the fact that, it's almost 2 years ago stuff. I want to stay forever 21.! Hahas... ((:

I think I'm most afraid of time now. I ought to cherish so many things, at every single moment, so that I won't have regrets, and smile whenever I'm recollecting them.. Some memories whenever we look back or even talked about it, we thought it was silly and funny, ahahs. ((:

So, the long weekend is over, time to get myself back to working mood. O.o"

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Is sometimes believing in/telling a white lie, better than learning/telling the truth.?
But how come we still feel bad, when we tell a white lie, when it was for good sake?
I'm so confused.. =/

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Wow, today's the first time I get to know people whom I'm familiar with their voices/names, but not their faces, until today. Held at Orchid Ville, near Singapore Zoo. Hahas. I was glad dad was able to drive me there, it's super duper secluded, O.o"

The solemnization started promptly after 6pm, and somehow in between after they exchanged their vows, the electricity at the stage was cut off. o.O" But, it's romantic, in some ways... Hahas.. It's very touching to hear newly weds exchanging their vows, pledging for their eternity love for one another, (:

Managed to take some pictures, but FB don't allow me to upload them, it kept error error error. -.-"

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Just done transferring those pictures I intend to develop, but I think I need to filter them further, it's freaking lot. O:

And I realized it's almost 2am, and I have to wake 8 hours later to meet Jiaxin, O:

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Sometimes I find it's so amazing that we always tend to complicate things with our small tiny winy brain.
And it killed don't know how many of our brain cells just by thinking unnecessarily. Hahs...

I wish you could find your answer someday, (:

Smile. Smile. Smile. (((((:

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Seems like there's quite a few movies that "look" nice to watch coming uppp.
Next weekend watching The Ugly Truth I supposed..? O:

Is Whiteout nice? I'm thinking of watching that, since it's one of the top 5 movies on Cathay, O:

Accident looks nice tooo, O:

And O: I'm only at chapter one for My Sister's Keeper. Barely a month left.

I know soon there'll be the Wolfman, Couples Retreat, that look good too.. O:

Last but not least, New Moon at the end of the year, O: I hope the sequel is good.

Ahaa. I'm so greedy, x:

Haiz, I'm so lazy to prepare for tomorrow evening's dinner. I hadn't prepare my dress, I hadn't prepare the bag I intend to bring, I hadn't prepare the stuff I wanna bring along, I hadn't decide how to do my hair. Sounds troublesome. O: But, I have the time till late noon too. Arh.

I'm hungry. That uncle very bad, he fried noodles with more beansprouts than the noodles itself. Imagine when I was being picky, there's a "mountain" of beansprouts... Even my mum went O.O"

So cramp-y and tired.. -.-"

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O: Surprisingly, I'm the last to blog about outings wor. Hahahs.

I'm so tired yesterday at work, there's project, there's area cleaning.. o.o"

After work went to City Hall to meet my dates. O: And we dined at this place, Cafeteria which has UOB card privileges, but oh well, like both of 'em said, no idea why ours had a long wait, and I was freaking hungry le... Until we spent no idea how much donkey times, it finally came... And when we finished it was almost 9pm. O.o"
Almost spent 2 hours there...

Walked back to station, supposed to take bus back with Hanni, but I lost scissors/paper/stone to HuiYi, O: whereby when we did the %lucky at fb, she was 92% I was 97% lehh, how come I still lost?! LOLs. So we had a long ride back to Hanni's house... Almost 11pm I guess.

Then then then.. chopped chopped bathe bathe, played facebook till 12plus, O: but we only slept at almost 2am since we kept talking. Oops.. I bet she's going to be soo tired by night time. x:

And oh shacks. I hit the jackpot le. O: I was still hoping it could come after I attend the ROM dinner tomorrow. =/ I gonna be so moody. Hahs...

O: Almost 9am... I better go change and go for facial. O: and later home to sleep. x: Long ride back home. x )

Labels: Friends, Out, Stay-overs, Work

Ipod Nano's new generation is out.! Gosh.. Oh well, thou I don't think I could have waited till now, but it has built in camera & FM lehh! I was just.. 9 months earlier.. Err, I said like 9 months were like 9 days..? =/

Just 2 more days to long weekend, but this long weekend, it seems like there's quite a few things to do with. And I am pretty looking forward to Sunday, to see so many familiar-names-yet-unfamiliar-faces. And I hope she isn't going to do what she had been wishing to do all this while, thou I know she meant good. o.O"

Nowadays, whenever I'm doing some updating, I'd start thinking, whether or not, am I able to keep up with the "pace" I was supposed to till then, with self-control of course. And I wonder will I be able to let my mind rule over what's in my heart till that moment, and muster the courage to say so. To them, and to them. Oh well.

Hmm, why do we bother to think so hard for an answer when it's so redundant? I wish I could stop thinking, hoho..


我依赖多不想 say goodbye.
[Huiyi should know where this comes from? Hahs..]

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Understanding, doesn't mean forgiven. 


This morning I was so freaked out, I left my card holder (that contains my work pass, my ez-link card and some other cards) in my pocket and mp3 in the other pocket. I didn't expected that when I was putting my mp3 into that pocket, the card holder dropped out, and I only realized that when I was halfway to the bus stop, geees. I rushed back home, searching high and low for it, still nope, until I gave up as it was already 7.40am, which meant I gonna be late for work, and I found that it dropped into the plastic bag I was holding in my hand. Arrh. So, I rushed to work, and ended up late. SHACKS!

Oh well, today was quite a good day to spend with, didn't know why time seemed to pass by pretty fast. xy asked what happened to me these days that I felt so unusually different, I was surprised that he's starting to understand my mood swings, hahas. Tomorrow's a weird day, I am hoping I'm not gonna be sabotaged. =/

Hahs, alright, time to sleep, I've to wake 10 minutes earlier, and leave my house 10 minutes earlier, and reach my company 10 minutes earlier, can't continue reaching there that late. x:

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好累 好累 好累.. ))):

Now one touchy problem was solved, (I hoped), and I gonna be working back on my project again.

To me, the most terrible day of the week is Tuesday. It makes me yearn for weekend the most (compared to Monday), yet, it is barely even the middle of the week.

I gonna plan to take leave again, hehs..

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Somehow I had noodles-related food stuff for 4 meals since yesterday afternoon, till today's afternoon.


Yesterday,
Went to find YH at her stall together with Huiyi during early noon at Bugis, since I hadn't visit her when her stall opened. Had some time chatting, before going over to Suntec. Was planning to look around the mall, before squeezing in Comex, but Huiyi suggested we should go in to take brochures and then settle down to decide, O: so we started walking in around some time near 1plus. Stopped at 2.30pm roughly to drink coffee. Went back in like near 4pm after Kenny came. Bought the camera, (AND I REALIZED! I missed out the vouchers... -.-"), while Huiyi went to settle her netbook, that's when I saw Yong Jie, O.O" someone whom I think we hadn't seen one another for roughly 5 years? 


After that dined at Waraku, which reminded me, didn't the guys say they wanted to use their Safra card or something? How come in the end we didn't use? Lols... Oh well, I suddenly remembered when I was surfing the GV web this morning. 


Home, and we started figuring out the wireless on Huiyi's netbook, -.- We spent quite some time to figure out my new Key. x: oops.. Anyway, she played her netbook, I played mine, and we communicated using FB. x: Somehow I dozed off, but kept waking up to see if my virus scanning was done. -.-


Today,
I don't really know what time I really woke, since I kept waking up to check on my computer for the scanning, had our lunch at my house (yes, noodle again. o.O) before going over to Vivo. Supposed to leave before 1pm, but we dilly dally till 1.30pm =/.


Watched Whatever Works, seriously, this movie wasn't what I expected. Well, cause the storyline I read from the web and the poster doesn't tally. And the content, is actually quite messy and complicated, (that's explaining the rating of mature content...) it's quite funny thou, and it's a happy ending (thou it's really weird...?).


I just can't wait to watch The Ugly Truth..!!


Shopped shopped shopped...... till 8plus, before settling down for dinner at LJS, like finally, my fries. Hehs. 


I'm so tired, O: I think I don't have the stamina to go out on both days during weekend already, hahas. 


O: Now I shall look forward to next weekend but I pray for everything to be smooth for the week, ((:


I forgot, and I paused.
It's very tiring.
I don't feel like doing anything.

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I'm so bad at communicating, and sometimes I'm so afraid of eye contacts. Ha.

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Was spending almost an hour time to re-organize the pictures, from family, school, after-school days, in my hard-disk, re-naming those folders and etc, and to reminiscence them, there's so much flashbacks, that it could make you smile, frown, laugh-it-out. Hahs`~ ((:

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This week seems to improve bit by bit, (:
Thou I still need to work so much harder.


某一天我期待和你笑得灿烂..

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Today's happening dealt quite a blow to me.
That I never considered the consequences before.
I became so speechless, and guilty.
And even thou after apologizing a few times, it didn't make me feel any better.
It made me wonder, what I was doing, where's exactly my responsibilty.?

Sometimes I wish a day can just be very normal, it doesn't has to be full of happy happenings one after another (not to say a thunderstorm kind of day), it could be just as normal like everything's smooth enough (to make myself glad that the day was over), I don't have this worry, I don't have that worry, I don't have this to be unhappy about, or even I don't have that to be especially happy about, cause I don't like the feeling of falling badly, and having to use alot alot alot of time, to stand on my feet again, and get myself back to being a little normal. Just like, you don't come holding my hands, and letting it off suddenly.

Gees, I don't know, today I really felt totally mentally drained-off, and I wished I could cry it out all to make myself feels better.

I know this is a very bad entry, =/

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I kept having such hallucination this week, yes, tonight it felt like it's a Saturday. =/
(How I wish tomorrow I don't have to work, there's so many things to settle in the morning, ):)
Anyway, it's freaking irritating just now when I was on the train back home, those two foreigners kept staring that made me felt freaking uncomfortable. -______-"

Went watching The Proposal, twice in a week, watching touching movies, hahas, but comparing The Time Traveler's Wife to this, it isn't as tear-jerking as The Time Traveler's Wife, do go watch that movie too.! (: If i could, i don't mind watching second time, hahaha, cause I really really love that story. Haha, so Huiyi, if you want watch, can find me ya? Rofl.!

After movie, met up with the other 3 guys, where we went to try the Ice Cream Buffet, O:
Pretty cool, vast selection of ice creams and toppings horr. xD

Walked back Cineleisure, where they played lan games, and we walked around, and met Max. O:
Hanni&Desmond left, while KT went back home, so left the 3 of us, walking back Ion, shopping around, O:

Anyway, dined at the DIY Teppanyaki place which was pretty fun, and Bernard just kept blabbing on many many jokes, especially the one he told us when we were walking back to station, LOLs.!

Oh well. it's almost 11pm, time for my sleep! (:

Lastly, thanks Kenny for the present. (:

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I feel like doing stars-gazing at Mt. Faber.

Hahs, I know that's a ridiculous request made, teehee. (:

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Cause I had this dream, that I was back to school and I flunk the exams?
Maybe because I had been having second thoughts here and there that I ended up having such a dream, =/
Just hope I could stay firm with the decision till then. I don't like being so indecisive.

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6.5 more days to clear.! >.< Well, this morning, I was already totally in holiday mood hor, luckily 8-1pm working hours pretty fast to pass by.

Maybe because I hadn't been going out on a normal weekday for too long, first time I tried the 12-2pm train services, that's so empty, and close intervals, hahs!

Anyway, went to meet Justine&Shaoting at Marina Square this afternoon, and somehow Shaoting made this cake for us to eat, -shocked-... Hahahas. So, we walked here&there, trying to see if there's nice movies to watch, but, well, I felt so bad that I actually rejected the first few they wanted to watch, =/

Hao bah, that's all, quite tired after hanging around outside for some time, (:

Thanks them for the presents, (:

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There's some things we don't talk about,

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