i wonder should i be thankful about how time flies these months, all this while.
approaching the second month of school, with two more intensive weeks oflectures, crazy heavy-weighted reports duedates, and final exam will be calling upon us, that are all happening for the next 3 weeks. -gasps- & i will be freed for 2 months before i can get to see shawn joining us since he registered last week, aha! simply yayness. hais, fretting over whether should i take leave for next week's 5 days of lessons, or i should take a step at a time? i'm so running out of leaves pretty soon at this rate. eew. kays, enough of xue xiao.
this morning was pretty blissful to get to meet xiaohui by the busstop, this sweet-thoughtful boy automatically helped me with the umbrella since it's raining, o'man, so touched! however, some dramatically thingy happened and i wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow. and my r&d. lets hope i could get it finalise soon, hahaha wishful thinking, cause i just resumed today. kays, enough of gong zuo.
hmm. almost done with this entry. zai jian!
p.s i am so happy that i can have a proper weekend this week, with facial, with movie. proper enjoyment before i go missinginaction till then. teehee.
p.p.s i had been thinking about this term "change".
having dreams at nights, often make me realise, ultimately what i wish for in reality.
ever since school steps into my life again, i seemed to have fully utilised my twentyfour hours. times after times, i had been asking if i was contented with such arrangements, constantly reminding myself of the reason i am doing this. but i hadn't yet straighten that out to seek for the answer.
whatever it is, i am thinkin of going for a short retail therapy later, enjoy my this lovely sunday, before i am back to clear my workstuff & absorb more lectures.
could you be my sweet dream or, be my beautiful nightmare?
Wednesday, June 16, 2010 / 9:38 PM
(beyonce's sweet dreams, currently playing)
yes. no. yes. no. yes. no. yes. no.
often when somebody was asking me for opinion on the same issue i was facing, i would say, if it's really affecting you, then why not? but wasn't i being indecisive too? some time ago, i finally shared this something with someone there. ha ha ha, such things are supposed to be kept under wraps. for there might be 反效果.. but there's too many factors to consider, there's a x-factor to a yes, and a x-factor to a no. to exaggerate, i had been thinking for more than a year, or.. can i say, right at the beginning? ha ha ha. no choice. i am one, passive person, tiny winy issues are very much sufficient to change my mindset. so.. stay tune, to see my final decision, a ha ha.
july is a financially-looking forward month, but not a school-looking forward month, for that meant, exam is so-round-the-corner. lol. i know i just started my school, but it's all down to 3 weeks to mid term test and 7 weeks to exam! horrifying to count this way.
so far. i realised, i made a great timely-choice to study at this point of time. reason. i realised i can't really study like i did back in poly, and my time management is getting real bad, i can't juggle with my everyday tasks. can't imagine. if i were to embark on such mutilroles in later years. haiz, having used to 2 full days of weekend spent with shopping or slacking at home with FB these 2.5 years, i really need more time to get adapted, but if i dilly dally, i'm screwed. :s
enough of getting emotional. x:
back to how i spent the weekend.
one fine saturday that both hanni&i went for a date. aha. so we went for dim sum ala-carte, and we spent 10bucks each, filling, and they were all prawns, so love. :D i was so muddle-headed that i forgot to bring along my print out for my redemption of breeks' card, luckily i have my phone, teehee!
so we train-ed to city hall, window-shopped from marina sq, to finding the new expansion (having to walk to millenia walk, thinking that was the place, obviously not, my bad, haaa!) but, at millenia walk, we saw pierre png & belinda lee. whoa. very chio and yandao pls. xDD so we snapped photos. bwhaha. walked back to suntec, and realised the expansion is actually along which you will pass by when you walked from suntec to city hall. ohcrap. bleh.
finally gotten something from newlook. and so window-shopped. (i was thinking whether to get a netbook or notebook, but if i get the latter, i believe my brother will scream at me. woops)
dined at breeks since we just redeemed our card with the vouchers. which eventually something pretty hilarious happened. kay. i admitted that we took a little longer than usual to place our orders, but somehow the waiter who took our orders, for i don't know what reason, actually apologised for assuming we came in for ice water (??? beats me.. i can't figure that out you know), i was really puzzled, with a puzzled-face. (erm okay, so later we realised, there's actually such people who came in for ice water, for as long as we were there, they came in earlier fyi, they didn't had anything? ohwow) but, i thought, you don't have to admit? lol. funny.
afterwhich we walked to raffles city shopping centre, and saw a few opposite stg foodmates, wow, they hadn't change a tiny bit. bwhaha! oh well, time flies huh. (:
having walked around almost 9 hours, we decided to go back and rest!
and i slacked all the way at home, x:
that explains why i am still awake now, at 1am to finishing recapping previous lectures and prepare coming pre-lab quiz.. shackssss. time to go to bed.
this week, tues, wed & thurs for lessons & lab sessions.
i am really not asking much. but simple things that i yearn for, just don't simply happen, as much as i thought it was easy. disappointed but, i will still move on.
